Do you miss him?
Yes
Do you love him?
With all my heart
Do want to be with him?
Sometimes
So you'll talk to him again?
No, never

What am I but a liar?
A meaningless liar.

I fit in my body pretty great,
    but not so much in my brain

It's all just numbers, isn't it?
Day by day,
Year by year,
Always counting.

Day by day look at the number on the scales.
Let the caloric calculator count until your head is filled with numbers.

Minute by minute count the seconds it takes for him to text you back.
Let the doubt and fear multiply until your head is full of him.

Term by term let a percentage on a piece of paper define your worth.

Don't we have better things to do than count?

i need to stop
setting myself on fire
to keep you warm.

I am still depressed,
I just don't think about it
as much anymore

11:01 PM
30/1/22