hate is a strong word,
so is detest
and so is loathe
they're not emotions to be planted easily
so.... why do I find myself
comparing joys and have nots,
planting them in my garden of envy
for someone unworthy of it all?
prying through the screen
bustling through naked assumptions
guilty as charged I am
my mind says do not
you'll find empty abyss
but my heart says go on,
eat the crippling doubt,
you may find the thing you were afraid to be mad about
with these words, I'm letting go of the fear and trust issues imposed on by social media. it's a hard thing to let go but I'm hoping to save myself & my relationship from the situation that has been created, hopefully just in my head.
I could give you the entire universe but then I would just be giving you yourself.
When You Used To Call Me Mine
My new EP "s e r e n d i p i t y" is out now on Soundcloud! Hope you enjoy it :)) https://soundcloud.com/user-630763630/sets/s-e-r-e-n-d-i-p-i-t-y
its amazing - how
feel better, see better, understand better
something that we wouldn't have otherwise.
do you help others for the sole purpose of helping or to help yourself?
hours turned into days
and days turn into weeks
of not talking
i'll call you later
eventually turned into "call you when I'm free"
expect that, free meant never
the key to long distance is communication, they say
but how can we communicate when we don't even talk every day?
i refuse to give up on us
i refuse to believe we are done
but to you it seems I have become someone
less of a person and more of a fuss
I'm trying to figure how I'm feeling about my relationship. Long distance is not easy and I thought we could work it out. But I'm afraid it is hurting us both more than anything.
in the midst of making her feel better and loved
you lost me and our friendship
having an odd number of friends is bound to make someone feel left out. I never felt that way until now.
i am nobody's second choice