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Sometimes I fail you
But to your surprise
I could be the truth
In your whitest of lies
Though you poison my mind
With each drop I despise
I care not for her name
But I drown in those eyes

I can show you the steps
That you first took alone
I can ripple in time
With the skip of a stone
I am all you have seen
I am all you've been shown
I am yesterday's news
I am dinosaur bone

As you look to the future
I'm stuck in the past
Sometimes my reflection
Is all shattered glass
Like pieces of puzzles
In shadows you cast
I have been by your side
How you grew up so fast

Still here I am now
In your mind, out of sight
Invisible werewolf
More power at night
When I bathe in the glow
Of your faintest moonlight
Then a radiant dawn
Makes my phoenix ignite

When I carry your gifts
Into each present day
The dreams you recall
Are the ones I replay  
As you sift through the sands
Of these oceans astray
To find her again
Let me show you the way
Come sit with me my dear,

*Even the Stars need the Darkness to shine.
Sleep and wakefulness blur
Listeless longings begin to stir
Hearts twist into dire messes
right or wrong?  anyone's guesses
Sickening ache pulls my chest cavity in again
No breath, no relief from this sin and pain
Cant be me
Can't have you,
Can't be free
Can't be you
Kisses and soul hugs on the winds
Casting flesh aside he wins
Only the ****** live free of this shadow
To live this life till the next is hallow
Ill bide my time in this makeshift hell
For a love that only the best story tellers tell
The one that goes on forever
Some can part but no thing can sever
Ours is of the endless stars
Countless opportunites to prove our hearts.
A love never cold
Never old -

Forever young.
well

ironic how emotions can be turned off by one conversation

your warmness is not so warm anymore
your eyes tell me different things now
your honesty about other people is now off-putting

your existence no longer has an affect on me

i’m sorry

not for you

(for me)
 Apr 2017 Dillan Courtright
Kay
Live
 Apr 2017 Dillan Courtright
Kay
You know, I've always contemplated suicide, thru my whole life it seems. But really all I want is to be dead to people so I can finally live.
Death suicide live breathe depression freedom
 Apr 2017 Dillan Courtright
Kay
Life
 Apr 2017 Dillan Courtright
Kay
Do you understand my frustration
Or should I hand you a pile of ash
To crumble to pieces in your hand
To demonstrate what my life is doing.
Life lost frustration ash
If only we could run away
To a land where no one hurts.

How quickly I would go to stay
Unnoticed but never alone.
Real life isn't like the movies:
Too bad, I think to myself, the
Starry skies gazing down at me.

Love, the bittersweet enemy of mine,
Idolized and envied by the naive.
Keeping quiet, my heart screams with
Equal feelings of hate and anger.

How easy it is to see the impact
Everlasting, the way they tear down my
Life; yet without that hidden place to hide in, the
Land beneath our feet falls apart.
You've forgotten how to have a proper conversation
An award-winning dialogue is scripted in your head
Ready to bloom like bouquets from your mouth
But only petals drift down
And nothing takes root
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When was the last time the word "again"
Became a melody to your ear?
That whenever you say "again,"
There is power, there is greatness,
there is grace, there is mercy
and there is love.

When "again" brings life to your soul
And you are revived,
More than the air you ever breathed
More than the tears your eyes have ever shed.

You will find your rest
You will rest in miracles
You will see yourself: in Spirit and in Truth
You, doubting your doubts
You, believe your beliefs.

When sorrows turned to joy
When failure becomes not a loss
When pride falls short
When sin has no power
When death is unknown
And when life becomes your being.

When you believe you can cast out mountains
When there is no abyss of fear
When darkness has no room
And when light becomes your moon and sun
When there is Heaven in His arms.

You have a promise of hope
And in His Name, it is safe.
He has the promise to keep
And He's pleased to do "It" again
Coz "again" --
Believe, it's His thing
It's His thing to do "It" again.
(John 12:28
Father, glorify your name.” Then a voice came from heaven: “I have glorified it, and I will glorify it again.”)
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