Whenever I want to cut, my guardian angel tells me;
“Every feeling passes my dear, just wait (do not cut) and you will feel euphoric once again.”
If every feeling passes, that means that the loss he feels from losing me will pass.
He will move past the feeling of long-sufferingly waiting for me.
He is going to continue on. The feeling of love he has for me that he clutches on to will pass.
The very idea of ‘every feeling passing’ is the new ideology that drives me to want to...
*slice my wrists open ruthlessly.
To my guardian angel who may be reading this. I love you. I am just venting. Tonight has been difficult but your encouragement and reassurance is what wipes every tear off my face. I will be okay and this feeling will pass.