It was when the rain start
as my heart skip a beat
I heard yours in triump
Thumping and pumping so fast

You smile mischievously
And sing for me endlessly
Oh!  How hate and love collide
Just like heat after the summer kiss
And the cold breeze of snow flakes bliss
It was all clear to me oh!  How I miss you  badly

Years after years
Decades strike straight through me
Wrinkles and lines visible on my face
As the smell of your perfume filled my nostrils

And now it's my time
To go back to our old days my love
The film of life is done with me
And I'm ready to go free

Starring at the window
Waiting for the glow
Starry Starry night
Where does my heart go

Blurry blurry sight
You hurt me so right
It makes me feel blue
I don't have a clue

The rain start to fall
So does my eyes too
Waiting for the night
That I'm gonna be alright

Those season I have
that I never had
That I've been this bad
For our second chance

Everybody came to see  that I was falling
They came to see If I'm really dying
Those tears that I'm wishing to fall during my precious day
Are now streaming down their faces
As they watch me sleeping inside my casket

You'll never see my face again
And I don't really know
I just really want to leave
The pain was telling me
That I really have to go
That I'm in a rush

And this realization hits me
I'm no longer breathing
No, not at all

You are the love of my life, the chills that I felt in every moment of my life
The every breath that I take in this world that full of misery and sorrows
The hope in every struggles and the sunshine in every single blink of my eyes

You turn my whole world in spiral form, crazy yet so fine and unbelievable
You lighten up the mood in every obstacle ‘you know?
That makes me trembled in happiness and joy

You are the every tears that I cried every night
The reason why I smile after every fight
The color that flashed in my cheeks every sweet words you applied
The every butterfly that bring shiver down to my spine

My king, yes you are, the one who reading this fantasy of mine
The man that I choose to love and whom I dedicated this poem so right
I hope to reach the infinity with you my love and we will live eternity for the rest of our life

I will let you live in our own universe
Because you and me is possible
I love you so much and it feels so right
And everything fits perfectly in our hands

The pain is living inside of me
That nobody is here to catch my tears
Tears that cost a thousand wish
A thousand hopes and lucid dreams

Remember when we had it all?
Remember our late night calls?
You are my universe and you said
"You are my whole world"

We end up, we broke up
With that midnight decision
That change the thought of us
The thought that you and I will live forever..

I still have the heart that beats
But I can't barely breathe
Cause the every breath I take
Is now gone and vanished

Blood scattered all over the pavements
Gunshots and Blasts, with repeated cries
People are running, longing for their lives
and In just a beat of a drum,
rebellion has now begun.

Horrifying scenery that makes every soul awaken
terrifying scream that cause goosebumps into my skin
the nauseating scent of blood, send shiver down my spine
my heart sink, throbbing against my chest.

It was a sorrowful, tragic pointless war
a huge burden of today and tomorrow's generation
nights and days of horror, way back before
the creepiest events happens to our nation.

I was tormented by my own thought
as the picture played inside my mind
my nation and the whole world
as I asked the question “what happened to us?”

because even a thousand words won't bring us back
to the time and place that are safe and sound
the war is about to end yet no one win
on the battle field,
that has never been source of peace