When I was little I used to **** the bed often I ****** my thumb until I was 10 years old A Sparrow in my dreams last night Was in my home where I live now She was pregnant in my dreams last night And I couldn't look at her face without pain So I went to the bathroom in my dreams last night And I woke up ******* the bed **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** Staining the sheets of memory Someone please wash me I am repugnant
I wake and stand and walk and work I live and see and hear and feel I talk and interact with other people All while thinking of bed in my head And the great longing relief of sleep.