Hello ghosts of my old conversations,
I hope youβre doing well, I hope youβre doing swell.
Iβve held off analyzing and questionable relations,
I know itβs hard to tell, I let it drop after it fell.
So pardon me for the pity party,
but lifeβs put me in my place,
it provided me with itβs greatest gift
and saw me put it all to waste.
While Iβve been battling consciousness,
you can only see a glow in the darkest nights.
So I walk along to escape what I wish to repress,
and continue on with a saga of streetlights.
Hello hauntings of my old meaningless mistakes,
I see youβre standing tall, I see youβve found your call.
Iβm lacking heart and still it yearns and breaks,
I should no longer stall, Iβll think Iβll construct a wall.
And oh how those ellipses, how they cut when they clip me,
Iβm feeling blue, falling into you and play it off like Iβm tripping.
While Iβm picking prisons instead of flowers,
I close my eyes cause I could never set my sights.
I waste the minutes but it feels like hours,
and Iβll continue on with a saga of streetlights.
Life is like an empty box,
no, not a box of chocolates.
Lately Iβve been creating static with my socks,
and sticking silverware into the sockets.
And I went to lock the door
but I couldnβt turn the **** just right,
I froze up just like before
and I clenched my fists too tight.
So while Iβm battling different versions of me,
I wonβt hope to win, Iβm too experienced with fights.
With a broken leg and a notoriously bad knee,
Iβll continue on with this saga of streetlights.