I thought everything made sense
Superb harmony
I payed mine dues and rent
Tis I got back fissures
And steak-knifed glee

She said she'd never leave
She closed that open door
I lost mine castle and beau
Ive lost mi amour'

Whilst I canst sleep
Tomorrow I wilt all day
I guess ive lost mine will
Where hope was bright in may!!!!

Pain is okay
Pain I can handle
Pain is quite simple

If you can't take it
Just go **** yourself

Hope is what hurts
Hope is what's hard
Hope is quite complicated

You see,
Hope is what keeps you alive
Beyond where you can't take it anymore

**Hope is not as hopeful as it seems

The setting sun is already gone
Tomorrow it will come again
But when you leave like that
I never know if it's the end

Nothing that changes is mine
I tried to keep it but now nobody can
But what happens next is you
And what happens to me is your plan

I can't think like that anymore
You want to talk small
But what I said yesterday
Was more than saying that's all

It was a nice day once
Like a child playing on swings
But what I see in you anymore
Is a child playing with my strings

I had to shut the
windows
because the summer
air was hot
and dry
and memories of
southern Oregon
deluged my mind

where I was in the
dale with you
the grassy
wheat stained
vale with you
and your hand held up
every hope of youth's
crusade

A part of me
will always be there
drinking honeyed
lemonade

I feel as though
I've changed a lot as a person
since you left.
But the one thing I can't shake,
is how empty
I still feel
without you.

I think we need to stop
thinking that one day
they are going to comeback
and give us the apology
we deserve
because life is not a movie
and sometimes there is
no closure with endings
so we need to hop over
that bridge and let it go
**let it go and move on for
life is not always a fairytale

and if you don't
like me, as I do you;
I understand.

because who would
really choose
a daisy, in a field
of roses?

you could push me
off a cliff
and i would hit the ground
apologizing
for standing so close
to the edge

Why do we think
love will fix us
and make us whole

When in the end
it just leaves us
more broken than before