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 Nov 2015 Cloey Olson
Graff1980
It is a dreamy disaster
I forget myself frequently
Giving in to the hope
Wanting to be desired
Wanting a connection
Not an *******
But a mental line
To cross wires
My desire
Is for far more
Makes me strive for
Equal companionship
 Nov 2015 Cloey Olson
Bellis Tart
I've burned the candle from both ends,
burning fingers trying to hold on
soaked right through with whiskey, and tears
shutters ripple up my spine
to the brain I no longer wish to use
I've done my time, paid my dues
kissed my fair share of frogs, for something better
but the best is always yet to come, or so they say
I've desecrated my boundaries, jumped borders, and covered empty pages
just to hear that faint scratch of the pen across the paper
which still sounds louder than your heart
You see, I am a coward
who takes solace in the certainty
that words will drip from these fingers, like the lies from your lips
you call her your wife,
but know nothing of the sanctity of marriage
you babble on, about the greatness of your union
while taking me to your bed, you speak
of connections, when you could never understand
singing your own praises, you're not like every other man, ha!

I have burned the candle at both ends
burning my fingers to hold on,
as my whiskey soaked self engulfs in flames,
I let it burn..
 Nov 2015 Cloey Olson
saoirse
I always hear how self-harms are "emo" & "attention seeking". But self harm isn't a joke, it takes a lot to get to the point of turning mental pain to physical pain. When you sit there and make fun of them, you're just making them pull down their sleeves, put on a pair of pants and hide their skin even more. You're pushing them further and further into a hole and if you aren't careful with what you say, the hole will turn into a grave.

─ m.j
please read this, this goes for everyone.
 Nov 2015 Cloey Olson
cloud
I always found myself
searching for his lips
muttering to them in silence
though he could never hear me
kissing them ever so gently
though he could never feel me
calling his name
with no response-
whilst he slept
and when he left
I knew why…
I was still running while
he gave up the chase.
This might be the last time I see you
before you leave...

What if I told you?...

The most important thing to me this year
was meeting you.
That we've become great friends
that could do anything together and
I really value how special that is
- how special you are.

When I look at you I see
the most amazing person
I'll meet in this lifetime.

But I can't let you get on that plane
and disappear into the sunset
without you knowing how much
I respect and completely adore you.
How much I wish I could act on that.

I have no regrets, no expectations, just a full heart.
© All Rights Reserved Jack Thompson 2015
I write this
Through watery eyes
and trembling hands.
Who are you?

Am... I a monster?
I don't remember doing anything...
Last night you confessed
You felt so happy and loved...
Till i went to sleep.
Awakening to y-you...

Only

That wasn't you...
You acted like... I hated you...
Saying I wanted you gone...and
Didn't care...

I began trembling in fear...
Scared and worried if you were okay
You said you were sorry... that you were just stupid so...
I asked you what was wrong... worried
For the way you were acting
You told me... it didn't matter...that I d-didn't care...
By n-now im shaking and crying... what did i do?
I asked you again... why you were saying these things...
You...yelled...told me you didnt know and to get off your case...
I apologized... I was in the wrong... I guess...
Sunken into myself i jusy shook and trembled quietly...
Till you told me to...stop and be happy...
Be nice to you... and when i again questioned what you w-were saying... that was wrong... it w-was just me not caring again...
I put on a smile and wished you a good day in the hopes thats what you wanted anf that it'd make you happier... cept...
It wasn't the case... you called me out...
So I told you I wasnt happy... but afraid and confused...
Sorry for ruining your day i guess...

I dont know what just h-happened or w-who that was... but it happened three times... you'd apologize and then something would happen...

Is it...me?
Im sorry
This is a mind scramble of thoughts.
I needed somewhere to put it... im so...what....i don't understand...what happened? What'd i do...im sorry?
 Nov 2015 Cloey Olson
ryn
Deadly
 Nov 2015 Cloey Olson
ryn
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•such grace carelessly
riding•the currents of my heart
and mind•beauty of your biolumines-
cence ensnaring • my thoughts amuck and
senses blind•membranous crown bears much
truth yet laden with lies•malicious tendrils,
unassuming but ever ready•immune to
my pleas and woeful cries•how could
something so captivating... and delicate,
be so painfully deadly•

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