Cigarettes ****?

I'll chain smoke everyday.
While driving through storms,
I don't wear a seatbelt and hope I get
taken too. Everyone says

'life is part of death'

That phrase couldn't be more true.
Can't wait till the day I am next to you.

you took my innocence from me
and I'll never get that back
(but)
i made you feel,
and that's something you said you'd never do.

I dont wear this ring for no reason.. I wear it because I love you and I want a piece of your love with me every second of the day.. I can't do this.. when I'm upset I need to hear your voice.. in the dead of night when I hear screams in my head I need you to be there.. I'm desperate for you but I don't want you to think that you can treat me this way..

today I took 8 shots and i called you

I just wanted to hear your voice

but then I realized I was drunk and stupid so I hungup before you answered

you called me back twice and i was way too terrified to answer

so you texted me asking "who is this?"

and I think the blood in my veins stopped just as fast as the air in my lungs did

I guess I had hope you called back because you actually wanted to talk to me

after 3 text messages you went on ignoring me and you ended up all over my twitter tl looking for another bootycall

it took every muscle, feeling, and bone in my body to keep the tears from streaming out of my eyes and down my cheeks

I think I'm gonna miss you forever

It's been 5 and a half months why are you still in my head?

you're taking over my thoughts
kind of like you took over my heart

and I don't think you're giving them back

Go away morning
with your sleepy eyes and sad-dream lies
Disappear my morning Star
and melt into the shadows.

Leave me here, alone in bed
longing for your touch.
But dreams are lies that will not hide
how my heart is crushed.