Im with someone who does not put fear in my heart
Instead he unleashes sunshine in the darkest storm
Makes sure my garden is properly watered & fed.
He makes the flower bed in my heart grow & grow
I may be naïve
For when I'm with him theres no place id rather be
One in the same
The only difference being our names;
You can't throw something this strong away.
It may feel like we have an impending doom;
Here is what I have to say to you:  

I will be difficult, hard to love.
immature, irrational & all you can think of
but I'm here standing at your door step with my heart in my hand
willing, waiting, wanting to love you at your command
Sometimes I fear, that I might be to much;
I do have ugly parts that remain untouched.
Still Im here
Ready to love
Even though I know love will never be enough
Maybe if i give you my heart this time it will be
Ill revolve my whole world about you & me.

&
if you will
I promise to love you more than anyone has before
Ill follow you across the sea or
Let you fly away & wait for eternity
Its scary for me to write things, things
ill never muster the courage to say.

Somehow I look into those brown eyes,
you give me the world;
You hold me close,
without ******* we become one.
When there is, I'm satisfied
on
every
level.
If I didn't know any better id say you're the Devil

What is the devil?
An angel fallen from grace.
Ive never been anywhere near that heavenly state
Except for when I look in your eyes
Except for when i have you by my side.
When your not around, somehow i feel incomplete
Its like you bring out the best version of me.

Just know that the unknown is not something to fear.
Ill take your hand, be right by your side all the way.
If you look in my eyes I promise you'll see no lies
when i say:
everything's going to be alright.

Even if that means a future without me..
Ill let you fly, be free
no matter how much it may hurt
I want whats best for you.

**You have my heart.

On my mind
All the time
Like my reflection
In a room full of mirrors
Only deep inside
When I shut my eyes
I see that blue staring
Right back into mine
And when my lashes
Flutter open
I feel my heart sink;
I wasn't supposed to see you here
But your absence still haunts me
And I can't explain it
But I miss you
In the most illogical way
And I love you
In the most impossible sense
As shivers run up my spine,
As I close me eyes again,
Trying not to cry.

In all honesty
There is nothing more terrifying
Than the raw truth,
Drenched in its own
Guilty essence,
Covered in the blood
Of my heart
To which it clamps,
So tightly,
In its bony fist.
It is right in front of me,
Staring with worn,
Faded out, red eyes, puffed up
With wrinkles
From withering away,
Steady and still
In our endless battle.
And that look reveals it all,
The yearning,
As I stand there, avoiding eye contact.

I'm not ready to face the truth that kills me;
If I do, I might actually die.

kind understanding,
you are a gentle soul.
the thankfulness in my eyes and words
could never fill the shoes of what I owe.

sometimes, you are so blind,
to the horrors that fizz within people,
the lie they dance in front of you.

and my tactics get tangled
with my shortening opportunities.

and I ought to be strangled
with my own hands (please)

I am not here to drag
you down with me,
I just adore you,
loved your company.

Every night I spent alone,
are the nights I think about the stones
we've thrown,
and how the hinges never break
when we slam the door.