You're an island
that housed beauty many shipments ago
For a drowning soul,
can only be saved by a rush of gold

Treasures of gold, lie hidden bestowed,
Beneath the crater of an old souls bowl

If my heart be the earth,
I'd look for peace
If my death sparked life,
I'd look to leave
And if life had meaning,
What could this be?

If my heart was round, I'd assume the earth fits this mold
Many moons ago it could dare lay low

Darkness fears the light
Like a kid in twilight 
Pondering on quiet times
Spent churning the street fights

The photos bring life to my thoughts
but only for a second
I guess it toils with death till my emotions are no more

We once were, what only we knew
How lonely it was
Beautiful and precious solitude that lasted a day,
24 hours felt like forever.
And once we set off the ride never settled,

The sun was still up,
The heart was still pumped.

The laughs were endless, until it ended.
The pain was temporary, until it lasted.

We started living total opposite lives.

No malice or harm
But a war flamed between us, so suddenly.
Both caught in a web of truth and falsehood.

Love was the common denominator
If it was true love?

I really long to explain why I left...

Why does sin linger at my porch
as if I know not what it brings...
Destruction has eyes of fury
in the eyes, it stares me down

My door swings open at the wind of malice
but shuts at the remorse of guilt
Ashamed of my roots, my being is questioned

do I deserve it?
No, How dare I...

I am not to feel as if I deserve, but to feel out of gratitude
to push on as if my breathe was to go a top everest
longing for the day of ever rest with my Father

I beg, do not scorch me
I am wanting to diverge,
Though my home has a porch of dirt that snaps at my ankle while I escape
my door shuts...

It's too late
evil has entered,

we are back at the start.

My cry is loud Lord
My wailing is a top the waves
I know you hear me, I know

My mind cries out for one more memory
I wouldn't  mind it myself
I just wonder if it will happen... soon
we are apart but...
yeah I still love you
Do you know this?

I know the decision was worth it
at the moment it hurts
I wish to see the day you realize what it was for
For now, please escape my thoughts
don't linger in my head

how can I forget?
it took a lot
please understand...
Yeah I still love you!

anyway as the night fades
the sun comes up
24 hours seems like forever
the pain doesn't leave
yet, you did...
wait, I did.
I'm selfishly thinking about you
yet selflessly we split

I await the day we meet again...
To show you how much I love you!

Cruising around
convo to convo
One in sight
Two to crumble

Warmth in a tuck
Surely not luck
Affection explained
Like a knife that stuck

Ahead you go
Catch up's the game
Foot off the gas
"let me explain"

Exhausted by agony
Yet still we journey
Highway to love
Keep the engine furny

Elephant shoes
Recite your lips
More than just words
More of what fits

All has been penned
Love still remains
A rose that is red
Shall not be in vein.

Trapped in my dreams
With so much on my mind
I always wanted what I have
Though it feels I could reverse time

Endless laughs
Endless pain
So little sun
so much rain

Trapped in my world
Weirdness exist
Difference is canny
Future to mist

So little laughs
So much pain
Endless sun
Endless rain

Trapped in my thoughts
Cells rearranged
Depression creeping in
Loneliness explained

So much laughs
So little pain
In a perfect world
Things stay the same

If my heart was broken
How would I know?
See I thought things were ok
Until you expressed your views.
See I thought things could have changed
Until I got the news.

My imagination has been playing with me
Thinking we could be.
Oh how naive of you young lad.

If my heart was broken
How would I feel?
See I thought distance would bring us closer
It’s weird though because I feel closer
I don’t know if I supposed to
See I picture a future with you in it
I get the feeling you see a picture
But I probably couldn’t fit in it

If my heart was broken
How would I know?
I probably would know
I mean it’s not broken
But I feel it tearing

“Colorful thoughts occupy my mind”
Oh how I wish that statement was true!
Lately I’ve been thinking so hard.
Did I make the right decisions
Did I play the right cards.

“Colorful thoughts occupy my mind”
Oh how I wish you could see the truth!
Maybe you do, maybe you see it on me.
My outfit doesn’t fit,
Although my smile is still there.

“Colorful thoughts occupy my mind”
Oh how I wish you knew I was lying!
Well now you do.

You see I’ve got a nice smile but does it really matter!

We communicate a lot
And it sounds magical.
I don’t see you often
And it’s unimaginable.

I think about you.
Do you think about me?
Do you look at the future?
Do you see what I see?

You chasing your dream
I’m chasing mine too.
It’s only a matter of time
Before I see you.

Distance makes the heart grow fond.
Or so I believe.
It could make the heart grow cold,
If you don’t believe.

clothed in what the eye meets
her beauty shon through
the sun dies down at night
but does not replace the moon

pacific in her eyes
beauty in her smile
waiting for the right man
to walk her down the isle

twisted by her imagination
deep thoughts circulate her brain
enclosed by incubation
she could not escape the pain

clothed in what she wants,
tables turned, bridges burned
to except herself
she learned

Free our minds
isolate our thoughts
our tongue is powerful
with no remorse

A strong muscle
yet it's just so small
it can spread a thousand words
over a thousand walls

Without control it kills
in need of no pills,
causing breakdowns
and many thrills.