Brittany nicole Smith: Favorites

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

Cass

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

pia

Cass

beautiful girl
what did you do?
to have someone like him
love someone like you?

beautiful girl
what did he see?
what was in you
that wasn't in me?

was it your chocolate hair
that he loved so much?
was it your porcelain skin
that he loved to touch?

or was it something that i
just couldn't see?
or just everything i
couldn't be?

beautiful girl
what does he say?
how does it feel
to be loved this way?

what is it like to hear
his stupid laugh?
to have everything i
couldn't have?

was it your chocolate hair
that he loved so much?
was it your porcelain skin
that he loved to touch?

or was it something that i
just couldn't see?
or everything i
couldn't be?

i'm not angry
i just wasn't enough
please take care
of the
only boy
i've
ever
loved
.

yes, it was your chocolate hair
that he loved so much
it was your porcelain skin
that he loved to touch

it was your smile
that lit up a million worlds
it was you
it was you
all along
the
beautiful
girl
.

its a song actually :)
i made it haha

#love #heartbreak #sad #girl #hurt #romance #cute #her #jealousy

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

just floating

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

Ami Shae

just floating

adrift in an endless sea
of doubt and uncertainty--
but I know the day will come
when somehow
i will once again
find me.

I'm not giving up hope, just not a great swimmer. I'll learn tho...

#doubt #life #lonely #uncertainty #adrift

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

Lucid Longings

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

Jordan

Lucid Longings

I called for her and she came to me,
In my lucid state.
She looked so different, so beautiful,
So radiant, and free.
"Visit me," I begged, finding that she was getting harder and harder to see.
"Not yet, you aren't ready. I only come to those who need me."
I began to understand, tears streaming down my face at a fast rate.
There was nothing I could do, she was gone as quickly as she came.
So until the day I need her, I must patiently wait.
I just hope you know that without you here, nothing is the same.

I love you to the moon and back, Michelle. And I will be waiting for the day I get to see your face once more.

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

a love(r) that knows you

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

jaswin billie sangha

a love(r) that knows you

i am so tired
and upset

i toss my keys in the bowl by the door
and she kisses me softly,
happy to see me always,
no matter what version she gets

she hums against my lips, curving her mouth up into a smile
and i feel the tiny vibrations of joy
make their way through my body

it's like she's reading me
and suddenly, she knows exactly what kind of day i had
and gives me exactly what i need
and i know exactly how much i love her

and it is so much
and she is so good

#love #relationships #romance #understanding #spokenword #freeverse #adulthood #girlfriends #blankverse

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

Why?

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

rohini singal

Why?

.

           am i  here
  why                 pollut-
                              ing
                                 the
                                 space
                            that
                    could
                 be
              used
                for
                 a
                        (better candidate than me)
                 ?

#depression #suicidetw

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

Please, see me.

Nov 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

Faa

Please, see me.

Who I am, anyway?
I don't know myself either.

Why I loved you this much, anyway?
You make me feel like I'm worth it and then you left like I never mattered.

How long does heartbreak last,anyway?
Most of them said it doesn't matter, when your heart broken.

Why I cried a lot, anyway?
The dark side of me said that wasting my time.

Am I wrong?

I let you to be my air, I thought you were my oxygen but you are carbon dioxide.

I let you to be my eyes, I thought you were guide me to a beautiul place, but I'm lost in the maze.

I let you to be my brain, I thought you were makes me smarter, not anymore, I'm such a fool.

I let you to be my heart, within' it I feel you were the right person, no you are not.

I want to kiss you ,hug you tight, holding your hands.
I want to touch your cheeks, your hair.
I want to see ur smile, your laugh.

I want you, to love me, anyway.

This one for someone that 14 would be his favorite number.

#love #broken #confused #stay

Oct 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

stop pushing everyone away

Oct 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

patti

stop pushing everyone away

do you know what it's like,
standing on the edge of a cliff screaming at the top of your lungs
but nobody seems to be around to hear you
or respond, because even your own echo ran
off with your shadow just last week,
and you're patting tissue to your face, crying
leave me alone!
but there's no one here
and all those ratty voices tearing apart your eardrums,
peeling off your kneecaps,
they're in your head.

Oct 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

Pushing Me Away

Oct 2016 Brittany nicole Smith

james arthur powell

Pushing Me Away

The more you nag
The more I want to leave
Our relatonship has a snag
It's been that way for weeks
You want more of me
I want to break free
And not be like you
Rather be more like me
I want to scream
You have me do everything
I'm not a slave to your needs
But you'll have me sink to you disease
I don't want to go that way
I'd rather be over there today
In a place where I'm wanted
And can be myself
Not what you'll have me to be
If only you could see
How much you're pushing me away
And all I want to do is be myself today