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Jordan Dec 2021
Afraid every moment with you is my last
I soak up the essence of you as the minutes pass
We dive deeper as we walk under the sky that’s overcast
Challenging, observing, admiring every thought your mind has

Please don’t go, just hold me close
We drew in for a kiss and time froze
All my dreams manifesting in front of me
In this moment, I’m confident it’s meant to be

Where do we go from here?
How long will our future remain unclear?
When will I shake this fear?
You say I won’t lose you but my doubts are all I hear

I imagine the feeling of your soft embrace
I vividly remember the way you taste
The way it felt on my neck as your fingers laced
Around and around in my head, thoughts of you race.

Will it ever be our time?
Will the stars ever align?
Will I ever be able to love you and it not feel like a crime?
Will the universe send us a sign?

Where do we go from here?
How long will our future remain unclear?
When will I shake this fear?
You say I won’t lose you but my doubts are all I hear

I’m reaching out to you, can you feel me?
Can you hear me? I’m calling.
It’s almost like you’re here, when I’m still,
I can feel you. I can hold you.

But the space and the silence is deafening
The fiery passion inside me’s consuming
You take me so high it’s alarming
The fear of the fall is paralyzing

I’m reaching out to you, can you feel me?
Can you hear me? I’m calling.
It’s almost like you’re here, when I’m still,
I can feel you. I can hold you.

But the space and the silence is deafening
The fiery passion inside me’s consuming
You take me so high it’s alarming
The fear of the fall is paralyzing

Will we be ready when it’s our time?
Will the stars stay aligned?
Will I be able to love you for a lifetime?
Will we recognize when the universe sends us a sign?

Or will the moment pass us by, will we have to say goodbye?
Has the moment passed us by? Is this goodbye?

12/10/21
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Jordan Dec 2021
Can’t stop stressing about the mess you made,
You look in the mirror to find nothing’s changed
Why do you feel stuck and push people away?
Why can’t you let go? Keep these feelings at bay?

Breathe in, breathe out.
Be here right now.

Life’s not easy, as it should be.
It ebbs and it flows
Round and round it goes
Everything happens in divine timing
Peace in the knowing,
It’s all meant for growing.

People freely flow into your life
For a season, for a reason.
You don’t know how long they’ll stay
So you hold on so tight that they run away
Let them go, let it flow in and out that’s what it’s all about.

Breathe in, breathe out.
Love who’s in your life right now.

Life’s not easy, as it should be.
It ebbs and it flows
Round and round it goes
Everything happens in divine timing
Peace in the knowing,
It’s all meant for growing.

You open up, and get knocked down.
The walls come up, waves come crashin down.
You take a step back and then take a look in,
Realize the pain’s meant for healing.
The scars aren’t forgotten they make us who we are,
Only take a look back to remember you’ve come so far.

And breathe in, breathe out.
You’re healing right now

Who you are becoming is who you’re meant to be.
Let love in as it comes, let it flow freely.
Trust your intuition, listen to the signs.
You don’t have to have it all figured out, everything will turn out fine.

Just breathe in, breathe out.
Accept where you are right now.

Life’s not easy, as it should be.
It ebbs and it flows
Round and round it goes
Everything happens in divine timing
Peace in the knowing,
It’s all meant for growing

You are beautiful, special, perfect in design
You are magical, spiritual, uniquely divine.

Breathe in, breathe out.
You’re a miracle right now.

11/28/21
Jordan Dec 2021
Your words like painted poetry,
Your voice an alluring symphony,
Your eyes deep and rooted in my soul.
Pierce through the veil of my psyche,
Seeing as no one has seen me,
The depth of your mind is like layers of snow.
Your energy like a gentle hurricane,
Connecting and dismantling,
The fragmented parts hidden away within.
Your spirit unlocks infinite possibilities, Dreams we are just discovering,
To new heights we continue to ascend.
Your bones beckon me to come back,
Let’s explore one another again,
We cling to the present moment.
Your presence leaves me unraveled,
You change me unknowingly,
The reality of what we share is apparent.
Your wisdom continues to inspire me,
No rushing what’s intended to be,
So we surrender to the ebb and flow.
You will forever captivate me,
I look forward to one day reminiscing,
On our love that grew steady and slow.


11/9/21
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Jordan Apr 2019
Here, take my hand.

Follow me into the unknown.
We run through the dense, wet greenery,
We explore to find undiscovered land.

Here, take my arm.

We dance quietly side by side.
Hidden under the tall canopy of trees,
We are careful of the delicates creatures we could alarm.

Here, take my mind.

We sit together for hours,
Peel back the layers that for so long we tried to hide.
“Know me as no one has known me,”
Eager for the darkest corners we might find.

Here, take my spirit.

Our energy cuts through the atmosphere. Smoke from our flames.
We feel an intensity that at times makes us uneasy.
We yearn for it, although sometimes we may fear it.

Here, take my eyes.

We stare intentionally, we study and absorb the beauty that encapsulates us. We hold onto this moment.
Hating that time flies and in that next moment we have to say goodbye.

Here, take my heart.

We carry the thought of each other with us.
Enveloping ourselves in memories and fantasies.
We are reminded that though we aren’t here, we are here and no matter how far, no far is too far to ever keep us apart.
Jordan Sep 2018
Your empty promises filled the room with an ear piercing silence
So quiet, you could almost hear my shattered hopes hit the floor.

“When I held you and your son, I felt like I was holding my family....”
Words you knew would draw me in even more.

Why, then, was it so easy to just give up?
I let you in completely, gave you everything.
I had nothing left from my heart to pour.

“Drums and making money” speaking of your priorities.
Words that solidified that I didn’t make the cut,
Words that shook me to my core.

Maybe I gave you too much, made it too easy.
Not enough conflict,
I guess to you, I was a bore.

I let you in and you let me go,
The lessons from this I will never forget but you know what they say,
“All is fair in love and war.”

And all is well with my broken heart.
All you have proven is that there is better out there for me,
So much for my life left in store.

So just like all the others before,
I will pick myself up and move on.
“I would love to still be friends..”
Except you don’t deserve me,
And I hope it hits you hard one day,
  Knowing you walked out my door.
Jordan Jun 2018
Infinite moments up until now,
Infinite moments ahead,
But right now in this moment, time is frozen.
Your kisses make me dizzy in the head.

I don’t know what I did to deserve you,
Or what you’ve done to deserve me,
But together we are two parts that make up a whole,
Together we are free.

The universe connects us to each person in each moment,
For reasons we will never understand.
So on the night of June 7th, when I connected with you,
It was not something for which I had planned.

You’ve turned my entire world upside down,
Your words spin me round.
Your love takes me places so high,
I am afraid my feet will never touch the ground.

Once in a lifetime you find your person,
So when you do hold on so tight.
It’s like no matter what you do or where you go,
Every moment feels so right.

For there are infinite moments up until now,
And infinite moments ahead,
Each infinite moment I promise to love you,
Each moment until I am dead.
For my Jacob. Thank you for helping me rediscover my love for writing.
Jordan Nov 2016
I called for her and she came to me,
In my lucid state.
She looked so different, so beautiful,
So radiant, and free.
"Visit me," I begged, finding that she was getting harder and harder to see.
"Not yet, you aren't ready. I only come to those who need me."
I began to understand, tears streaming down my face at a fast rate.
There was nothing I could do, she was gone as quickly as she came.
So until the day I need her, I must patiently wait.
I just hope you know that without you here, nothing is the same.
I love you to the moon and back, Michelle. And I will be waiting for the day I get to see your face once more.
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