He reminded me of you. I remember his taste, it was just like yours: a perfect mix of hopelessness and pain. His careless demeanor matched yours to a t. His excuses and yours aligned perfectly. The sound of him sleeping mimicked you. I think the only difference between the two was, it wasn't just *** for him. I wasn't just a prize to be won. I wasn't a toy sitting there waiting to be claimed. He saw me as a person, or at least he made it seem like he did. If it was all an act, at least he was a better actor. I deserved better than either of you were willing to give me. He didn't rush me like you did. He at least took the time to spread out the lies, to make them believable. He reminded me of you, and that's just one more example of how I can never escape you.

It's dark but for her it was not dark
The danger but for her it was a blessing
Filled with all mystery but for her just sweet secrets
To whom keep looking at the sky under the moonlight
She always loved to bath the moonlight
Which washes away all her sadness
All saw a smiling girl with funny and crazy feelings
During the day the story was that
Like dedicated her all life for happiness
But nobody knew that she was the girl
Who smile in the day and cry under the moonlight
Dark was the only help for her
As it hides her streaming tears
And the moonlight was her recover
As it heals her wounded soul

Rolling on the beach,
like two pebbles on the shore
Happier than I ever was,
Hands entwined forever.
And oh, do you remember?
The time we hid from the world,
Laughing and smiling
as we huddled together
Wrapped in your arms in solitude.
It's crimson red,
the cheek where you planted a kiss
It's becoming blue,
And my eyes, a pinkish hue.
Your sweet scent
fills inside me,
I can never forget it,
It drives me crazy.
The memories fade
And get forged by insanity,
As You turn into sadness,
Your kisses into drugs of reality,
And the cigarette smoke corrodes me away
For have you really gone?
Or is it the darkness to blame.