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Beebz The Queen Oct 2014
You can tell by my demeanor
My stiff body telling
It was only moments ago
That we were heatedly yelling
Maybe you see through me
You can tell how angry i feel
Somehow maybe you know
My facade isn't real
Maybe it's my movements
Or my icy stare
Or maybe it's on my sleeve
The emotions i tend to wear
I wonder if he realizes
He truly ****** up my life
He tells me to stay away from boys
But hes the one who cheated on his wife
But shes his ex now
His new wife a *****
It took him two months after divorce
It makes me wonder if shes rich.
As i continue to ramble
About how much i hate my dad
I'll take this time to mention
I really am just sad.
I need a counselor
So im told
Cause i might be insane
But late at night you wonder
Do i threaten their name?
I may be a hurting stranger
Im just another girl
But in my heated anger
I have lost my world.
I feel as if i am alone, because no one tried to understand me
When did it visit me?
I really don't know when.
It came out of nowhere,
I feel that it's a sin.

Naked in the shower,
washing up clean.
I felt this little lump,
scared and unforeseen.

Feeling all alone,
I looked up to the sky.
Fingers locked together,
I asked the Lord, "Why?"

Now, I lay in silence,
while the tumor grows inside.
Putting up these walls,
all I do is cry.

Months have gone by,
with the chemo and the draws.
The sickness took my *******,
now that's the final straw.

It's been six months now,
I struggled for my life.
I beat the **** cancer.
I AM HAPPY, I WILL SURVIVE!!
My mother is a breast cancer survivor. But I also wrote this for all the survivors and to the ones to whom that lost their battle with this disease!  PLEASE SHARE AND LET THIS TREND!!
  Oct 2014 Beebz The Queen
Lukas
So the sun loved the moon,
He died everyday to let her live

Every evening the moon would rise
Her beloved sun would set
He would grasp on to the night
He always failed

The moon shed tears
They came to be known as stars
She would sulk in her sorrows
Once every month she was able to escape

And be with her beloved sun
  Oct 2014 Beebz The Queen
matt
the slits on the wrist make pits void of flesh that is now ripped. **** whats happened to kids. instead of opening vanes open your heart and pour it out to someone you trust. i express this with your best interest in mind find someone who’s ears are funnels and let your soul out. cuts on the wrist won’t release you from these demons that taunt you it will only further haunt you.
Beebz The Queen Oct 2014
It was like railroad tracks
Each line so defined
I was humiliated
That i was so weak
I used to cover up
The raging red lines
I promised him
That i would quit
But you see
He thought depression
Was just an illness
And cutting was a side effect
That I'd get better over time
Until he realized
I was still depressed.
He left me on my own
So the red lines grew deeper
As if i thought I'd reach something
Maybe if i go further down
I can tarnish my soul.
But then... i met him.
He made me promises
He held me close
And slowly i stopped wearing long sleeves
And he saw what i had done
He asked me swear I'd stop
He promised not to leave me

And eventually those deep red lines

*Faded
Even though he is no longer mine... i no longer cut
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