Sometimes I go back
to the deepest part of my mind.
Where everything is black
and self hate is all I can find.
It scares me to know
that sometimes I can't control
how my mind can blow
into one ******* hole.
Don't start thinking,
don't start thinking.
Oh, wait.
I'm already doing that.
I can get so sad
Not like other people do
It's really really bad
I can only share it with you.
Always at the borderline
testing out
to see if you're still mine
While I don't want this at all
If I lose you,
I can tell you, I will fall.
Again, not like other people.
With me, it's different
and it will always be that way.
And god, I can get so happy
To the point where everything I say is sappy
but that doesn't matter
'cause I will always be, at the borderline.
Copyrights: Sem Kristina