Aug 28 Anaya c
elle b sun
we grab too tightly
at that which is not ours.

and wish so hard for hearts
with heads lost in the stars.

reach out for some attention
from minds racing fast as cars.

seek love and affection
from hearts trapped behind bars.

forgetting to look in the mirror
and first mend our own scars.
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Anaya c Jul 29
i remember the time moderately
as we sat outside of our small apartment
conversing about some memories prior
she would laugh some
and her smile set the sun
i still remember
when the night came
the moon overheard our conversations
the sky full of stars
and after that night
when the universe took her
something bigger than my small life was ripped from me
i was six
too young to feel as i did
the sky became moonless
i became inconsequential
with her i had everything
without her
i have not a thing
it feels like an empty life
Anaya c Jul 28
you owe yourself
getting through every tough night on your own
withstanding taking your life
confining your thoughts of the negative ones
reminding yourself there is so much more to live for
not depriving yourself the future blessings and memories
that are soon to be reality
you are absolutely wondrous
you are everything you need
Anaya c Mar 10
when there was nothing but the truth
left to be seen
Anaya c Feb 12
i can not write you into a poem
no matter how hard i try
my words fall too short
with every line i write
i cannot bring words
to their finest meaning
when the words alone
are inferior to you
its simply impossible
Anaya c Jan 23
my tears will disappear
and i will heal once more
this is a now forever, never ending process
our love and our memories will not ever leave
these parts of my mind have been closed off
the life here has faded like your voice overtime
time has ripped you from my memory
all of you has left me only leaving the painful memories
i'll forever live with
i try not to think too much
because i expect a miracle
i know you won't be there when my nights seem eternity
those nights spent pondering you
and it will bring the heaviest oceans to my eyes
so i continue to wait
remaining broken
for the day that will never come
when i can hear your voice once more
and recover myself whole again
the love shared between a daughter and her mother is powerful and unbreakable // dedicated to my own
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