Running From Her. Running And Never Looking Back. Running For Her Hold. Running From The Possibility Of Love. Running From Any Chances Of Being Considered Sane. That's Okay Though. I Don't Get Tired Easily.
Here I stand. My mind is under command. The men in white took me and locked me in a room. One that's only for the crazies who face certain doom. Stay here. Don't have any fear. We shall force meds down your throat. Shove a needle into your vain. Not allowed to talk to the opposite gender. If you behaved sometimes you'd get to help the little kids. Sweet little things. Some in for homiside, attempted suicide, or worse. I was in for a sum of the three plus some property destruction. Guess mutilating yourself when your angry doesn't help. Can't go back to old ways. She helps me stay fighting everyday.
I didn't mean to snap I'm sorry I made u upset I hurt you I made a promise But then the silver screamed It was only a little one How bad could it be I know it was the last I try I sorry
Out of everyone there has been her. She stayed and never once judged me. She has been my best friend for a while now. She's also a role model and my inspiration. I told the silver to stop mutilating my skin for her. I told the darkness to leave because she led me to the light. Never once did I mean to hurt her in any way. I'm sorry. I'm so very sorry I hope u don't hate me. Because I love you.
Adults anger me. They have no regard for anyone younger than them. They push us around like we are worthless Whatever though. I don't have to respect those who have no respect for me. I can be nice but everyone has a breaking point.