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Bleeding slow, dying is a go.
Crying at night, in my mind i'm putting up a fight.
A fight to stay sane, but the demons are the ones who gain.
Gain the control over me, making me suffer with pain.
The colors are fading, and the darkness is spreading.
Most days and nights i'm alone, as an emo i am known.
Known for being depressed and goth, for i am dying slow like a sloth.
Wanting to end it all, i'm going down with a big fall.
I'm sick and tired, my mind feels like its wired.
Wired like a device, like robot mice.
Just pull the trigger, or buy me liquor.
For i am done, just give me the gun.
I feel like a pencil sketch & you're the artist.
You make me who I am & yet you'reheartless.

You are made of nothing & I'm made of love.
When you don't like something, I look up to see your eraser above.

Making me disappear from your mind.
For you have left me behind.
My sweet love,
Why have you left me to stare up above?
Did those 5 past moths mean anything to you,
Or was it suppose to make you look cool and not blue?
My heart has broken for the last time,
And now I would sell my heart, soul and mind for only a dime.
My body aches knowing you wont come back,
And now Im starting to act wack.
My heart glowed when you said my name,
And now it shatters knowing you are to blame.
How could you break up and still say we can be friends,
Because now i want my life to end.
This is just to get some stress off my chest and i feel a little better when I write/type so yea...
I'm drowning in an ocean of misery.
I guess thats why it's called the Dead Sea.
My eyes once so pure and bright.
Are now empty of love and light.
Only darkness is what I see through them.
For now all I see is him.
Fading away,
With nothing to say.

I'm trying to fight,
but nothing work from day to night.

Talk to me,
There is no fee.

What happened to the convos we had?
For I feel like I did something bad.
We play this game,
For love could never be lame.

But some cheat,
causing friction and heat.

Just be true,
For you're making others blue.

Come clean,
Don't be mean
Helping People Who Don't Need Help
Is Like
Watering Artificial Flowers

Why Bother?
Him
Him
You loved him-
He did not love you.

You talked to him-
He didn't even listen.

You told him your feelings-
He just threw them away.

You cried at night-
While he was sound asleep.

You thought about him all day-
He didn't even think about you once.

You cared for him-
He didn't care for you.

"Why waste your time on him?" People asked-
"Because you don't give on the ones you love." She said.
My heart was always just for one,
But now it seems it wants to have some fun.
Im falling deeply in love with one while he might like another,
So we're having conversation undercover.
Only will said other date me if I go to his school,
So now I wanna transper but I might look like a hopless fool.
For I found the true love of my heart,
Hoping he wont leave me agian and this time we can have a master piece of art.
I'm all alone tonight,
Meaning my fears come and bite.
They try to strike fear in me,
And it stings like a buzzing bee.
I try to talk to my friends,
but they have to go before the convo begins.
So i lay here on my bed,
Over thinking is making me dead.
I think and think,
My eyes are turning pink.
My eyes are tearing up,
And in my throat there is a lump.
I'm trying not to cry,
So I sit there and sigh.
What a night to be alive,
In my mind, I'll go for a dive.
I lay awake,
Feeling fake.
I lie to my friends,
Saying I'm happy till the end.
I'm happy I'm fine I'm okay,
But really I wanna cry and fade away.
Cry and cry till I can't no more,
And I feel like I'm a bore.
Feelings aren't cheep,
And now I want to sleep.
I look around to find myself-
and seeing i might need mental health.

I can't find who I am or who I'm meant to be-
all I know is I wanna be me.

People judge me so I can't be true-
I'm trying to get rid of the old and be new.

I'm trying but its hard-
and I keep losing my guard.

Why am I so lost?
I love you-
You hate me.
I love the dark-
You Hate the dark.
I love talking to you-
You hate talking to me.
I love seeing your face-
You hate showing your face.

Why is it that I love everything you hate?
Love was once pure,
But now not to sure.
With Lies as the truth,
And sneaking around to be smooth.
Cheating when love is lowering,
And making the other start crying or souring.
I don't want that negative in my life,
I just want to be someone's lovely wife.
That's why I will always remain true,
Because I don't want to make your life blue.
I will try my best to stay 100% honest,
But not every relationship is flawless.
I will love you forever,
And that's a promise, not breaking whatsoever.
We can be the new Romeo and Juliet,
For my love will never burn out, unlike a cigarette.
We act like we are "sick" - being single
And our only cure is love.

So once we find it we feel like we are well-
But then the love goes away.

We fall and lay in pain-
Like you would if you were sick.

So I guess people can say love is a cure-
But not all cures last.
My love for you was like the Titanic- for it was unsickable.
But you were the iceberg that caused me to sink to the bottom.
My love for you was to be gold,
But to you it was silver that had to be sold.
You broke my heart in half,
And now it seems impossible for me to laugh.
My love for you was true,
but yours was a bunch of gue.
You shattered me down,
And played me like a clown.
How could you?
You made my life so blue.
My love for you was nothing more to you than a game.
So now I sit here looking at myself in shame.
You were a lie,
And now my heart wants to die.
We all have nicknames
Either one or multiple.

Nicknames could be anything-
From something random or something that matches you.

Some stick-
Some don't.

But here's the thing.

Nicknames mean the world to someone who gave it to you-
Nicknames could be harmful and just plain out rude.

I have some that others don't know and some that been with me my whole life-
I have some that don't match me at all and some that are mean and rude.
Was once broken, is now healing.
Was once weak, is now strong.
Was once filled with hate, is now filled with love.
Was once failing, is now learning.
Was once hopeless, is now hopeful.
I feel like I'm drowning but I'm nowhere near water.
I feel like I'm invisible but I have lots of friends.
I cry like a thunder storm that no one hears.
Inside I'm crying for help but no one can hear the silent scream.
What should I do to ease the pain?
If I cut, what would I gain?
At night I'm being torn down.
And all I can do is frown.
I guess you can say I'm on the goth and emo teams
I still have a question... How do I make them here my silent screams?
Sometimes its not the people who change-
Its the mask that falls off.

Sometimes change could be because of something magnificent-
Or change could be for the worst.

Sometimes you can love someone with all your heart-
Or you hate someone with all your guts.

Sometimes people can say thing and it'll mean the world-
Or the could just say it to say it and not mean it at all

Sometimes is a scary word when you think about it-
But sometimes it's worth it.
I don't know if you care on who I see in the sky,
Cause tonight all I see is you and I.
Together, side by side,
Our love isn't something to hide.
So come with me,
And let's set our love free.
waking-looking-head spinning
dizzy-vision fuzzy
feeling around

soft-comfy-white padded
strange-weird
straitjacket

where am i?
in a mental asylum
why?

cant remember - must try

- fainted memory -
laughing
blood
knife
smiling
people dead
haunting
midnight
clear sky
full moon

- reality -
remembering
smiling
laughing
breaking free
escapes
running

- deep in a forest -
hahaha
finally back to normal
now where is my knife?
I've been getting into creepy-pastas and my favorites are --
- Jeff the Killer -
- Eyeless Jack -
- Slender Man-
- Smile.jpg (Smile Dog) -
This generation is like the new age,
And it's mostly with the teenage.
With computers in our pockets,
Burning our brains like the fuel on rockets.
What is our world becoming?
What is planed for the upcoming?
Will there be flying cars?
Or will there be life on Mars?
What will happen to man kind?
For one day, we will be left behind.
this poem is here because my friend dared me to write a poem as quick as a could
When I look at you, I feel like I found a piece of me.
When I look at you, I feel like I found peace.
When I look at you, I feel like there's no bad in the world.
When I look at you, I feel like I'm safe.
When I look at you, I smile.
When I look at you and see you look at me, I feel important.
When I look at you, I feel like I'm home.

When I look at you.
Listening to the songs you gave me.
Reading our old conversations we had.
Locked in my room.
Holding on to the memory of what we had.
Wishing you were here holding me.
Why oh why, Do you do this to me?
I miss you,
But you properly never thought of me.
Who are we some people will ask
We are all different inside like we are wearing a mask

Some might say we are civil
Other say we are uncivil

It doesn't matter
Cause we will all scatter

To survive is far more difficult then to live
And we take more than we give

Is it our fault we want to still have a life
And we give up someone else’s with words sharp as a knife

So I ask, “Who are we?”
My answer- A creature still fighting to be free
Why
Why
Why did I fell in love with you?
Why did I let you have my heart?
Why did I let you have my first kiss?
Why did I let you through my walls of trust?
Why did I let you be the reason I smiled?
Why did you betray me?
Why did you "love" me?
Why did you break my heart?
Why did you want to have my first kiss?
Why did I let you break my walls of trust?
Why did you make me frown just by hearing your name?
Why?

I just wanna know why.
You
You
I want You
I need You
I got You
I loved You
I stayed by You
Then something changed
You used Me
You didn't want Me
You made a fool of Me
You didn't love Me
after everything I gave You
You threw it away along with Me

— The End —