Am I just not quite my self?
Should I reach out?
Ask for help?
Well, all the others have
ALREADY BEAT ME THERE
Am I just too reclusive?
Should I reach out?
Ask for help?
Sounds ******* amazing,
honestly, but
YOU CAN'T ASK SOMEONE TO CARE
now can you?
The saying goes, if you don't feel old,
you're not old.
Me, I don't feel anything explosively,
aging fast.
The last time I remember as rapturous,
I was dumb.
Pushed up against the locker.
Never been kissed, since then
I've kissed and kissed and lips
have never been as plump.
The last time I remember excitedly,
I was dumb.
I was fifteen,
was sixteen,
then dead.
I was young, dumb,
now numb and wasted.
Just wasted.
it's not their fault.
i wasted myself.
shout out to afi's decemberunderground
easily their worst album
<3
but what a year