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 Sep 2018 Unknown
Aaron Layton
Hello?
Talk to me
I'm all ears cause I lived in your shoes.
So don't be afraid because you not alone.
You can always message me on here and I'll respond.
Or if you find me on facebook feel free to message me there.
I want to help in every way possible.
Battling depression is not a single fight but a war and you need people to fight with you to help you to win.
So please feel free to talk to me if you need a ear I'll give you mine.
If you need feedback I'll give it.
Just dont give up cause there's people willing to fight with you.
https://www.facebook.com/aaron.layton.967
This is me please let me help
This is not a poem, its a  outreach to people in need of a friend who can help them through depression,  suicidal thoughts, and just life in general
 Sep 2018 Unknown
hello again
It’s been awhile.
I haven’t heard from you in so long.
Do you think of me?
Because I think of you.
I think of what was.
I think of how we lost this.
What we had was fun.
What we had was great.
But according to you.
It was all fake.
I remember the good times.
I remember the bad ones too.
But most of all.
I think of how things could’ve been.
How they would be.
But,
It’s over now.
I’ve moved on.
But,
Old friend.
I will never forget you.
Now we have parted ways.
And I hope you’re doing okay.
Goodbye old friend
Maybe I was too eager
Maybe I tried to rush this
Maybe I wanted to go too fast
Maybe I'm not good enough
Maybe no one can really love me
Maybe you don't want me
Maybe the universe hates me
Maybe I'll never be with someone that makes me happy
Maybe nothing will make me feel good again
Maybe I'm broken
Maybe I'm tired
Maybe I don't want to live in this particular moment in life
Maybe you don't even care that I'm hurting
Maybe I'm done
Maybe I'm giving up
Yeah...maybe I'm giving up
Player one, player two.
Who will you choose?
You've been switching the controllers,
And leaving us confused.
I load up the game
To find someone else's save.
Are you an NPC or boss monster?
You're so much more depraved

Player one, player two.
Who did you choose?
I don't see any winner.
In the end, both players lose.
My abuser dated two of us at the same time, and he seemed to be pitting us against each other intentionally. Purposefully making us jealous, telling one of us the other had said something horrible about them, banning one of us from being talked about and talking constantly about the other, sparking situations where we would fight.
It felt like we were supposed to compete to be the best partner or something, and one of us would always be getting left behind. In the end, we both left him.
 Sep 2018 Unknown
Gods1son
If you have one day left in life
What would you do?
Hold on to that grudge 'cause it means a lot to you?
Hold your loved ones close to you?
Weep the entire day wishing it wasn't true?
Be cheerful, enjoy life like it's meant to be?
Squash your beefs and leave so free?
Get busy with work like everyday?
Visit your favorite places?
Enjoy your best meals?
Smell the flowers?
Enjoy the weather?
Spread the message of love?
What would you do if it was your last day to live?
 Sep 2018 Unknown
Nina
Unloved
 Sep 2018 Unknown
Nina
What is love?

If you dont even feel it from your own family.

Is it your fault?
For turning into a brat?
When you don't even know what you're suppose to turn out like.

You're just and will always be a disappointment.
No matter how hard you try to be better,
You will still be A failure
Nothing but a worthless *******.
 Sep 2018 Unknown
alexya
Struggling to dig herself out of this reality she’s dug herself into,
while it continues to grow deeper and deeper.

Her emotions having vanished,
Leaving nothing but an empty girl behind.

While society tries, oh so hard to be cheery,
Despite the nasty truth that lies inside
her
She isn’t one who could be saved.
She is truly shattered,
No need to hide the pain.

Ignore the alcoholic beverage she hids on her lips,
She’s killing herself slowly,
And no one has seemed to notice.
Her cries into the void seem to be inevitable.
How is it no one can hear,
The thoughts that roar so loud inside.
She can’t continue,
And we all know why,
She takes her last breath
Simply leaving this world behind.
He cries somewhere over, where nobody sees...
He's the kid...
With the story no one would believe.

He thinks every night,
"Hey "God", if you're there, would you please...
Could you send someone here, who will love me?"

Who will love me, for me?
Not for what I have done or what lies I've tried to become.
'Cause nobody has shown me,
What love really means...

His thinking, and mood, is down falling, a little each day...
He's the guy, who's last girlfriend has cheated, upped, and ran away.
But that's not to say,
His others weren't the same.

He'll secretly go to the gym,
Try to eat, every week's third day,
Tell no one, repeat.

Maybe if he was bigger, more muscular, and happy, someone would stay.

He's waiting to die, as he sits it out,
...All alone.

And he's scared, because by now, it feels just like home.
 Sep 2018 Unknown
Sonia Ettyang
It's time to listen to your heart
I know the pain is buried deep
And your wounds have all scarred
But today, is the day that you let your parts cry their grief
Delve deeply into your old pains
Blow up with rage and terror
Bring out the demons you've been fighting for far too long now
Bring them all out in the lime light
Let yourself cry through it all
It's the only way you will heal
It's the only way you will be whole again
Let the tears fall down
The pain is yours to heal
Let it all out, Let it all out
©Sonia Ettyang
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