Winter Sparrow

Winter Sparrow Nov 2019

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You're Active.
One click away.
Just to check in, a simple;
Hello! How are you?

To know if you are thinking of me,
As much as I've been thinking of you.
I want to break the rules.
I was never one to block out my heart.

Not seeing you is killing me.
I thought it would make things easier.
Bit its hopeless.
I want to break all the rules. And come for you.

Take you with me,
Somewhere unknown.
Somewhere only we will know where to find.
And we will start meeting there.

Once every fourth night!
Just you and I.
To exchange tales.
To exchange hugs.

#love #forbidden #stolen #heart

Winter Sparrow Nov 2019

Loss.

There is no winner here.
I did not win.
You did not win.
We both lost.

No loss is greater then the other.
A loss is a loss.
No matter the outcome in the end.
No matter the road taken at the end.

I have lost a war.
I have lost a friend.
I have lost a partner.
I have lost myself.

My heart is about the explode.
My stomach aches in pain.
My head throbbing in sorrow.
My eyes red from tears.

I am sure you feel no different.
I wish I could say this will change.
I see you there. Only a click away.
Right in front of me. Yet...so distant.

#love #heartbreak #despair #tears

Winter Sparrow Nov 2019

Treasure.

I am no Pirate to you.
I am no thief.
I am to you what you are to me.
Treasure.

A Goddess to I.
A Treasure to thee.
Those Sapphire Eyes;
Can never lie to me.

Forever immortalised in my poetry.
Once a Muse, always a muse.
For a muse doesn't die.
A muse, like a volcano: sleeps.

Seeking to be awakened.
Seeking the Robins to embrace the cold winter.
Seeking the Sparrows to wonder the oceans.
Seeking the Sirens to sing sweet melodies.

A Muse is an un sinkable ship.
Holding tight to its treasure.
Protected by its Goddess.
Drifting slowly along the current.

#treasure #love #happy #faith #infatuation #like #passion #lust #crave

Winter Sparrow Nov 2019

To Dream.

Close your eyes.
And dream.
Dream of me.
Dream of all that could have been.

Dream of the beaches and the passion.
Dream of the struggles and storms.
Dream of the sunrise and sun sets.
Dream of the two of us, amidst all of this.

Who am I kidding?
I am the one dreaming.
I am the one lost in fantasy.
I cant help but think.

All I can do is dream.
Of what could have been.
Of how I could have been that one.
Of where this is going to take us.

Wake up boy. Stop dreaming.
Don't fool yourself. Stop thinking.
Open your eyes and see what it actually is.
This isn't Neverland. This is real

#hearthache #love #disappointment #sadness #dream #loss #lost

Winter Sparrow Nov 2019

Fire

Archers!
Ready your bow.
Aim.
Fire.

The last arrow was fired.
And as quickly as the arrow sprang from bow to target.
She was gone.
Disappearing into the night, dressed in black.

What is this urge to impress you?
This feeling of heartbreak over someone that was never mine?
Why is there still hope?
Maybe because theres still a spark.

And with that spark I want to burn the world.
Burn it with you!
But...I think;
I'm only burning myself.

I'd do anything.
Go anywhere.
Just to see you.
In my arms again.

Archers!
Ready your bow.
Aim.
Fire.

#love #archer #letting #go #passion #muse #life #death #pain #hurt

Winter Sparrow Nov 2019

Ready?

Are you ready to draw the final arrow?
To take that last gaze upon those sapphire eyes?
To put your hands on her porcelain waist?
To touch those heavenly lips with my own?

I can't let go of you're heart. Im addicted.
Addicted to your humour.
Addicted to your love.
Addicted to your care.

Let me take you on adventures.
Let me show you I am worth it.
Let me hold you tightly and hug you.
Let me show you passion.

With my hands on your face.
My eyes locked with yours.
My energy towards you.
My love within you.

How can one let go of all of this?
How could I forget?
How could I let you go?
How can I cast myself out of the picture?

I want to breathe your air.
Laugh at your jokes.
Learn from your wit.
Run into the night with you.

Am I ready to draw the final arrow?
The truth is...
No.
I am not.

#archer #love #arrow #death #heartbreak #numb

Winter Sparrow Nov 2019

The Lady with the Pearl Earring.

She wore pearls in her ears.
Wings in her eyes.
Black all over.
Sort of a Victorian Lady.

She stunned the room she walked into.
Her confidence radiated and bounced off the walls.
All eyes were on her.
Well, at least mine surely are.

Time to let go.
The wall's up on her side...
I'm trying to building mine.
Brick by ******* brick...slowly but sadly, surely.

Such a Goddess.
Such a magnificent creature.
Such a pearl.
Only class wear pearls at that age.

How do you **** a muse?
Does it hurt more to not write or to write?
Where did all my strength go.
Why did I expose myself?

Maybe I'm addicted to the fall.
I love the struggle.
I love that she said she loves me.
But its all wrong...right?

Its time to fade into the dark.
Let her go. That's it...
Turn off the lighthouse.
Let the dream crumble.