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 Nov 2014 Beaux
ryn
Imaginary
 Nov 2014 Beaux
ryn
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I've stared...
Longingly forever into you
You'd stare back but you never really knew
Hands of hours, minutes and seconds I've shook
All the time I've carelessly took

I've witnessed...
That etched on each one, that amazing smile
A crutch forged of sunrays that had carried me many a mile
It's all that I have to know of you
In this endless chase I've sought to pursue

I've envisioned...
Different ways you'd wear your crown
Various trimmings on lavish gowns
Smitten by the way you sport your paint
The nectarous song sung in your gait ever so faint

I've imagined...
The addictive rise and fall of your every breath
Bringing me back to life after every death
Pulses of sweet nothings that never did ebb
Ensnaring my heart with your silk spun web

I've believed...
You are the queen of my future tale untold
I've felt it so real like verses written in bold
But I've awakened from slumber into terrifying reality
Pains me to realise that you're nothing but imaginary...
 Nov 2014 Beaux
Echo
~No!!~
 Nov 2014 Beaux
Echo
~Why you do dis, Sherlock?
Why you fall in love with Irene Adler??~
Why you do dis?
 Nov 2014 Beaux
Echo
~It saved my life! ^^~
This kind of made me smile. It really did.
 Nov 2014 Beaux
WickedHope
I see my frame bent and bulging
Convex, concave, corrupt
When I look in the mirror
I'm never the same
I am pretty, ugly
Pretty ugly
It's like a game

Today will I eat
No, my distorted reflection
Is enough of a treat

Small chest
Huge ***
This funhouse is a barrel of laughs

Come on, try
What do you see
All I see is a girl in the mirror
I wish was not
Me
No.
No.
 Nov 2014 Beaux
WickedHope
I don't love George
I don't know how to

George believes me an idiot
George yells things at me
George thinks I'm fat
George says I'm useless
George locks me in a box
George leaves me there for days
George never goes away
     But I wouldn't want that

George is someone I can never leave
George hits me
George throws me against the wall
George scares off my loved ones
George is my venom
George blames mistakes on me
George tells me I'm wonderful
     Then takes it all back

I don't love George
I don't know how to
My life.
I can never leave George behind.
 Nov 2014 Beaux
A Sickening Love
That horrible in between...
Limbo.
Stuck somewhere in the middle,
Angry and sad.

Living in limbo,
No real place to be
No place to stand.
I live in limbo.

Unsure where I'm going
Where have I been?
 Nov 2014 Beaux
A Sickening Love
Waiting for 11:11 in the morning
and staying up at night.
Watching for the first star
to come out at night
looking for shooting stars.
Just to make that 1 wish,
the same thing every time.
With just a small hope
it can come true someday.
 Nov 2014 Beaux
A Sickening Love
Who we were
Is not who we are
And who we are now
Is not who we have to be
 Nov 2014 Beaux
A Sickening Love
You don't need to be well planted,
or perfectly taken care of
to bloom beautifully.
Though weeds grow on their own
they can still be quite beautiful.
I hope to be a beautiful **** after it all.
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