Marie

Marie Aug 2015

Home

What lies ahead
I do not know
But what I know
Is that I want to go

Away from the place
That I've come to hate
Away from the place
That fills me with pain

It was once called a home
Our humble and loving abode
It filled me with laughter and joy
Now it's nothing but an empty void

Feeling a little depressed today.

#broken #sad #lonely #home #depressed

Marie Jan 2015

Institution

Welcome to the institution,
Say your goodbyes,
And take your places.
Ready your head
For the days ahead.
For it will be tough
And maybe too rough
Even for someone
As bright as you are

Oh, little soldier,
I'm giving a warning.
A battle is coming
and nothing can stop it.
It's a war between
The heart and the mind
The triumphant should find
What's missing inside.

#war #life #heart #society #mind #missing #right

Marie Nov 2014

Waiting

Once there was a girl
Waiting for true love
She came across this man
Who showered her with love

Soon she was happy
Like a flower in spring
Dancing and blooming
Light and dazzling

One day she sat on the grass
And listened to something in her mind
"The wait finally over." She feels
"Could this be true?" She asks

The seed of doubt of doubt soon flowered
And she broke things of in an instant
Yet again she was left alone
Thinking, feeling if it was the right thing

Now she is filled with regret
As loud as the voices in her head
She should not have listened
She should not have left

Now she is waiting
Waiting and waiting still

#love #regret #heart #true #flower #left

Nov 2014

crystallaiz

(10w piece)

I'm sorry for being me
when you needed someone else.

To many people, and to myself.

#you #me #sorry

Marie Nov 2014

Fear

There is a fear that lies within
Seething, breathing and living
It is with me day and night
Watching me with it's every sight

It creeps up me at night
Making me think of life
"You can never succeed" it says
as it echoes in my head.

It is crawling and moving
Living and breathing
Sometimes it is my friend
Most of the time, it is not

It goes stronger by day
Consuming me with might
At times I just surrender
for that is the only thing I can muster

And I am dying everyday
Trying to fight of the demon
That lives inside of me
That lives around me

#suicide #fear #life #pain #society #demons

Marie Nov 2014

Illusion

I fell in love with an illusion
With feats and tricks
That made my heart skip.
I was happy, so happy,
That words would not suffice.
But soon I found the magician's hat
Just full of trickery and deceit
The grandest act was on it's way
But it wasn't just for me.

I fell in love with an illusion.

#love #heartbreak #pain #magic #trick

Marie Nov 2014

Rain

There must be something in the rain.
That makes me want to cry again.
But my eyes are swelling red
And all that's left are words unsaid.

#love #words #rain #fight