I am a prisoner
In a cell
Of my own doing

you are my moon
all shining
and bright
lighting up
my darkest night

but

however bright
your light may be
you're still the moon
and I'm just me.

I stay up late
Watching netflix
Reading books
Doing literally anything
But trying to fall asleep
Because I don’t want to
Be alone
And
Entertain my thoughts

The blade feels smooth
As it glides trough paper
Cutting it neatly
My skin wants to feel it too.

Chapped lips kiss
Spit starts to mix

Tongue to tongue
Cheek to cheek

Open up your soul
Let me take a peek

The blood in my veins is
Screaming
Dying
Hoping
To get out