R: Poems

Fear

R Oct 2019

Fear

For I

Am Afraid
To be afraid
In front of many different people

And I

Am afraid
That my vulnerability
Will only give them more

Bullets

I have too many secrets

#fear #afraid #vulnerable

Roam

R Mar 2020

Roam

If I let you roam to your heart’s content,
Do you promise to come back
When you need to rest your weary head?

Still pining for someone I can never have. Ever.

#roam #weary #rest #love #heartbreak #heart #pining #wait #promise

The Vagabond

R Oct 2019

The Vagabond

He travels
Aimlessly

With no specific place
In mind

He is not lost
Nor does he want to be
Found

#vagabond #travel #lost

Untitled #1

R Feb 2019

Untitled #1

I stay up late
Watching netflix
Reading books
Doing literally anything
But trying to fall asleep
Because I don’t want to
Be alone
And
Entertain my thoughts

Hope I don’t forget about this account.

#anxiety #depression #sad #latenightthoughts

Untitled #2

R Apr 2019

Untitled #2

Chapped lips kiss
Spit starts to mix

Tongue to tongue
Cheek to cheek

Open up your soul
Let me take a peek

I still think about you.

#kiss #soul #love #lips #chapped

Untitled #3

R Apr 2019

Untitled #3

you are my moon
all shining
and bright
lighting up
my darkest night

but

however bright
your light may be
you're still the moon
and I'm just me.

Secretly pining for someone I can't have.

#moon #love #crush #shine #night #light

Untitled #4

R Apr 2019

Untitled #4

The blade feels smooth
As it glides trough paper
Cutting it neatly
My skin wants to feel it too.

It's only 8 am and I already stained my sheets

#selfharm

Untitled #5

R Apr 2019

Untitled #5

The blood in my veins is
Screaming
Dying
Hoping
To get out

Snip snip

#selfharm

Untitled #6

R Oct 2019

Untitled #6

I am a prisoner
In a cell
Of my own doing

The chains binding me are too strong

#selfharm #prisoner #jail

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