Even the feel of summer failed to heat up my heart
Despair and sorrow waged war upon my innocence
Little by little, my abandoned soul tore itself apart
While searching, yearning to feel your presence
Your thoughts once used to make me smile
Now your memories became the reason of my sorrow
My heart breaks every time I think of you for a while
Because I know you won't be there in my life tomorrow
I tried to lock up these stupid feelings inside my heart
In a desperate attempt to stop the unceasing stream of my tears
You said the vastness of oceans is enough to keep us apart
But I guess your love ceased to exist after all these years
It hurt, it pained like hell, but with all my efforts, I tried
To make peace with our beautiful moments and let go of you
But your voice echoed in my ears, dirges, my heart cried
Because darlin', this time, you didn't love me too...
It was September 2017 when I rhymed for one last time in my drafts.
I tried, I tried my hardest. But I just can't rhyme anymore...