I hate* how easily you can make me smile
And I hate how it only lasts for a while
I hate the warm feeling that invades my heart
Every time you take something simple and turn it into art
For seeing through your eyes was a privilege from the start
I hate how I laugh at every joke you say
And the loneliness that kills me whenever you're away
I hate how easily you climbed over the wall that I spent years to make
And I hate how your crooked smile has left my heart to ache
I hate the dreams that I dream for us
And how they'll never come true
And I hate how I can never be able to share any of them
With you
I hate how you bring out a new side of me
The way you make me feel
So young, wild, and free
I hate how I get excited over the simplest "hello"
And I hate that I love you...
Cuz I gotta let you go.
"Sometimes you have to break your own heart to set yourself free."