Your eyes, like mine; They
glisten in the sunlight, but
weep buckets at night.

My chances became
equal to your frigid heart:
absolute zero.

'Cause when I say, "Go to sleep,"
It means, "I love you."
Or when I tell you to eat,
That means, "Hey I care."
When you tell me that you love me,
and,
I call you an idiot,
That's me saying it back but with the equivalence of stupidity.
You are the reason I stay awake at night and dream with my eyes open,
You are the stars in my dark sea that I have been constantly trying to drown myself in,
You are,
For Gods sake's,
My Planet Earth because what else is going to supply me the oxygen I need when my brain says,
"Don't breathe."
You make me not want to die when all I could think of is dying cause you know,
Depression.
You are my alarm clock to when I sleep in,
My everyday phone call,
My back up plan when my back up plan needs a back up plan.
There are a billion of people out here that could have chosen me to deal with but you,
You at least tolerate me.
Thank you for the tolerance, at least.

Honey, forget him.

Forget his smile,
Forget his deep voice, and the color of his eyes
Forget his name, his laughs
Forget his sweet words that masked his lies
Forget him he chucked you aside
when you need him at your lowest he didn’t come by
Forget him he said all the words that broke you
Forget all his “I love you too”
Forget him.