I live everyday in a pain that cuts so deep I cry tears of blood.
My mind is so full of disaster that I feel I don't know love.
My fear of being alone will stay,
The struggle is never done.
My ears deaf to the sound of Mayhem,
I think the demons won.
The battle between Good, Great and Evil
Silently rages
taking its bets and wages,
Waiting for the right one.
Dark night,
Quiet shadows,
And me waiting for the Sun.
I sit on the bench staring into space,
Knowing the war has begun.
The hushed whispers inside telling me to leave,
The great is none,
Good is so little,
And evil is a ton.
But I look and I say
" I'm me...
And that's enough."
16 year old me maybe