Jenna

Jenna Feb 2019

Acceptance is a lie
No one or object will fully accept you,
for nothing fully trusts
with out lying to themselves first

Hard to trust those who trust you...

#lie #lies #trust #acceptance

Jenna Feb 2019

Here

And I'm here, here
Lost in self conflicting thoughts
Here,
Like you wanted me to be
Though your fears have gone
They became a part of me too

You forgot them
but you left them with me
Here,
in my quivering heart
I will keep them out of love
but they grasp me painfully

Here, here with me.

This one kind of made me cry...

#sad #lonely #fear #fearful #pain #heart #forgot

Jenna Feb 2019

For Fulfillment

Somewhere and someday,
Freedom will come
and so will my love
For you, is all
my embodiment needs,
to feel whole once again.

#love #freedom #day #oneday #today #everyday

Jenna Feb 2019

Wake Up

My phone never keeps quiet, always buzzing
Its another repetitious reminder of reality,
of my endless, unsatisfying want
Envy soaked and drowned,
Seeping into cracks
of longing

#jealous #heart #phone #reality #want #envy #envious #sad

Jenna Feb 2019

Refilling Cup

Tea bubbles piping hot
Musty scent of cologne
Gaze has been caught
Every thought lay prone

Piercing brown upon recognition
Around morning you came
A cycle of repetition
Never knowing your name

#curious #wistful #tea #teashop #empty

Jenna Feb 2019

Ever Lastfull

Try to erase past
Hazy with blurry view
Ink stained too fast
Withering words turn blue

Letters dry like tears
They cry for assistance
Receiving undaunted, sad smears
Praying for inks consistence

Only replaced with scratches
Dry and dented blankness
Now broken up patches
Full with leftover thankfulness

Memories of old time
Leaving became the worse
Words are a crime
Wishful thinking cannot reverse

#sad #regret #sorry #thanks #memories

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