I pray that the every girl and every boy in earth and the universe unknown and beyond will think of peace as a way of life and not an impossible wish that is about to fade from our peripheries
She is lost but she refuses to ask for directions Because she has always been good at navigating and she will refuse to acknowledge that suddenly she doesn't know where she is anymore
So instead she wanders around in circles For days, weeks, months And as the days blend into one she finds that she doesn't even recognise her surroundings anymore and she can't even remember how it felt before she was lost
Meanwhile her friends and family don't notice she is missing Too busy with their own lives to realise she is no longer there
And now she's scared That she has wandered too far and too deep That when she screams for help Nobody will hear her
i’m sorry that loving a girl with anxiety was hard
i’m sorry that i was constantly worried about what you were doing and where you were and who you were with
i’m sorry that i felt like i needed you constantly when you didn’t need me and it pushed you away
but was i so wrong for doing so when i guess my anxieties were right because you were prancing around behind my back with her and you were always the one putting on me ‘after this long you don’t trust me?’
what a poetic lie that you got away with for far too long (j.a)
She folded me up like origami, turning something used into something beautiful And smoothing out the creases of my geometric heart she kissed goodbye the girl she called art.
i remember the night you called me and told me you are in love with me
the terror and panic in one's voice when they find their soul bound to another never ceases to amaze me
and i miss you enough to make the whole world feel lonely; echo dances above my mind in my subconscious attempts at pulling you closer, sooner but she only sits on the best post and combs through my hair with her soft + unforgiving fingers she says "you're losing your way + Loneliness stole your line of sight. you're not a bad person for the way you tried to **** your sadness. you're helping yourself survive." i am alone and i talk to the parts of things that have been destroyed by love- the picked flower forgotten the child's toy that no longer sings the city benches written on with black and red ink- "would you do it again? let the fingers trace with butane soaked tips, let the intimacy ignite the flame, let the scars raise so terrifying and pure.