Sam Miller

Sam Miller Feb 2018

Them or no one you tell yourself
Right Its only a couple of nights in hell
Sourounded by the ones you love but they only cause suffering
they become the thing that distinct you from all the girl, what create a differing
An attack on the senses, denses up your head,
Believe all the lies that your mother said
That you will never be the same so why try for a mark you will never hit
To be different, not the same, especially with out a ****
So sure its a good day in your personal hell, sourounded by your favourite feind, but dont worry its not a deadly ****, after you surivive this your **** will be cleaned

Warning probs not safe for work some not pc words

#transgender #hell #unacceptence #hate #noone #alone #lgbt

Sam Miller Jan 2018

Happier before

i think i was happier
before,
Before you broke me down before you took my
pride,
pride i only just gained today and its all gone because of a bit of
blame,
blame that was missed placed for your anxious thought because i stand
out ,
out of the closest with pride and nothing to hide,
nothing to hide but my happiness from one of the ones i love most,
beacause she and he would rather i hide it away smoke, unhealthy but numb you see, drugged to the
bone but not happier indeed.

Trying something a bit diffrent

#happy #joy #expectations #happier #depressing

Sam Miller Jan 2018

Frequency

Frequencies frequently screeching in my ear
Causing me to miss things i should obviously hear
Ill never learn my leason if the worlds blocked about by this noise
But i can't stop it from playing it just over poise

Frequencies frequently create to
much sound
Causing me to freak out and fall to the ground
Panic out all the adreniline
Or you can take this pill and make it all calm down

Freequency frequentky ruing my life stab in the heart like a knife

Sam Miller Jan 2018

Feather

Feathers in the wind
Crashing to the ground
Plucked from a bird who's sinned
Never again to be found
tears shall be shed
For a piece that has been lost
Her actions made it fled
for which she never knew the cost
Oh though its gone and probably dead
It will move on to more
Feather to the ground
It has been lost soon to be found

A bit of an older one so a bit amatuerish in wording but hey may as well chuck it up

#feather #wind #sins #loss #mistake #reborn

Sam Miller Jan 2018

Breathing

Breathe in breathe out
I believe in you even if you have doubt

Happy thoughts and self control
Yelling will never heal your soul

Time to stop time to breath
Sure you yelled, put it back in its sheath

You ****** up but you fix it
It was just a one hit

She hates now she will hate you for ever
But that's what you deserve you pulled the lever

To late to stop to late leave
You lost control she isnt niave

Slight warning on this if you are sensitive to themes such as abuse be carefull wouldnt want you beutiful humans to be negatjvly effect by writings

#breathe #control #lose #abuse #warning #mistake #anger

Sam Miller Jan 2018

Centre of it all

Bang, do something tiny again
Not to much just throw the stone And pray for attention
Ill start being reckless just to be noticed
But it doesn't really make a difference when there only around for your kinred
"Performing isn't really your talent son"
"Maybe you should stay behind the stage where you belong"
Hinden away
Nothing else to say
Still its been days and days
And that protective contact is still so far away

But hey its been like this for a life time now
The middle child
Centre of it all Never the first and no where near the final
So whats this whining for
At this point why would you hope for more
They will be back with the rest of the tribe
Till then just sit around and waste that useless time

#centre #middle #lonly #deppresive #family

Sam Miller Jan 2018

Daisy's

Daisy remind me of when i
sleep
A reminence of a more peaceful place
A world created from what we bury to deep
A good way to hide whats
truely on the face
But the problem with daisys is there the same as dreams
They die maybe in a few years or even a few days
Reviling the demons and what they mean

Poppies remind me of the war thats been
The hidding of a horrible tradgerdy and the millions it destroys
The mothers and fathers who will Miss there teens
Just to protect the rich's
choir boy
Popies remind me of a world of war
And the millions of people distraught

Roses remind me of
society
Beautiful on top with thorns underneath
Rips at your skin just to pull you down, with gravity
Picked from the crowed slowly destroyed to make someone else care free
Roses reminded me of society destroying you slowly till your unseen

#flowers #poppys #roses #daisys #war #gravity

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