It's not insomnia but I skip sleep on regular nights.
I hear voices in the soulless nights…

Aren't you lonely?
Aren't you worthless?
Aren't you depressed?

I feel inferior.
I feel lonely.
I feel needy

But why do I always look happy but not feel it?
It’s empty in me, but why does it feel so heavy?
Sometimes I just hate my own presence...

In this deep dark hole I'm falling into, there only is one light
That light is you and I am asking, can you help me through the night?

Petals are falling
Softly
On my eyelids
Filling my soul
With beauty
And my mind
With peace

Rain is falling
Lightly
On my hair
Curling it at the ends
Bringing it back
To its natural form
And cleansing me
Of the pain
From today

Tears are Falling
Slowly
Down my cheek
No more words to be said
I've reached my peak

I wish you're
With me,
To hold my hand.

It all became a dream
When you pulled your hand
Going away from me.

I wish you're
With me,
To wipe my tears.

Oh...,I forgot
You're only the sole
Reason for my cries.

I wish you're
With me,
To make me laugh.

And you there took
My smile along
With you.

I wish you're
With me..........

"why are you hiding your sadness?" he asks.
"well, everybody has a scar somewhere." i replied.

the saddest part is
I still care

Life is unfair
you now care for someone else