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  Dec 2017 Lin
Akshay
I've lost everything for you,
I can't feel anything for you,
I lost my ability to love, the ability to give,
the ability to trust, when someone's in need,
the ability to see, the ability to heal,
the ability to grasp, what I need,
someone give me hope, someone give me strength,
I'm losing my breath, I'm losing myself,
You made me become who I was afraid to be,
who I was afraid to be and never had I ever dreamed,
Balling up a fist, this time it's more of a gist,
Calling the darkness deep in, they say I'm the cutest,
Down on my knees, feels like I was born for this ****,
Giving up on me. I'm giving up on me.
You come to a point of realization that it's okay to give up. And that hurts so badly.
  Dec 2017 Lin
Akshay
You're not meant for just loving,
You're a powerful force that needs nurture and pamper,
The kind of love you deserve is far more precious and doesn't exist in this world,
Your existence is so special,
that even the world doesn't know where to hold,
So strong, yet, so peaceful is your soul,
I wonder how you'd grow old,
in the hands of love or,
just a goner to be told,
I wonder if these words would ever reach to you,
cause these are the hands that your soul needs to hold.
You're very special than you think!
  Dec 2017 Lin
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anxiety
what a concept to grasp
it eats you alive
like a cancerous cell
trying to wear away at your bravery

it consumes you
suffocates you until you no longer are able
to gasp for air
wrote this during school. Having anxiety is a very heavy burden for me. It suffocates me at the worst times. Hope you all enjoyed this piece :)
Lin Dec 2017
Don’t be a pile of bones!
Be something!
Do something!
Make it worthwhile!
Just don’t be a pile of bones!

But what if I am?
What if I want to be?

Don’t be foolish!
That’s INSANE!
Of course I don’t!

But do I?

STOP IT!
Those are crazy thoughts!

Am I?

Of course you’re not!
You are perfectly normal!

Then why are we having this conversation,
Yet again?
Aren’t we one in the same?

STOP IT!
With those questions!

Why don’t you stop with that screaming, then?
This is more of a new style...
Lin Dec 2017
Thinking thoughts
And dreaming dreams
Something others would fear
Something that would scare the ones near

Just lay in bed in the middle of the night
Thinking thoughts
And dreaming dreams
That you fear will become reality

Not sleeping as you are
Thinking thoughts
And dreaming dreams
That really no one should do

Can someone stop me from
Thinking thoughts
And dreaming dreams
Look! I made actual stanzas with spaces and everything!
I made this poem on a rough night.
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