I've lost everything for you,
I can't feel anything for you,
I lost my ability to love, the ability to give,
the ability to trust, when someone's in need,
the ability to see, the ability to heal,
the ability to grasp, what I need,
someone give me hope, someone give me strength,
I'm losing my breath, I'm losing myself,
You made me become who I was afraid to be,
who I was afraid to be and never had I ever dreamed,
Balling up a fist, this time it's more of a gist,
Calling the darkness deep in, they say I'm the cutest,
Down on my knees, feels like I was born for this ****,
Giving up on me. I'm giving up on me.
You come to a point of realization that it's okay to give up. And that hurts so badly.