i find myself looking at his picture too often
the angry face i put on begins to soften
i tear rolls down my face and i sigh
i know i shouldn't have said goodbye

I don't have a good memory
I may forget things about my past
I may forget old memories

But I will never forget you
I will not forget the way it felt when we touched
And the sparks flew
I will not forget the hugs
And the safe feeling you gave me
I will not forget the late nights
And the deep talks
I will not forget the phone calls
And the confessions
I will not forget how happy I was with you every day

But maybe I want to forget everything.
It hurts remembering
I want to forget it all

-H.R.

You may be gone,
But don't think for a moment
that you lay dormant in my heart.
You are still the fire in my body,
The reason why I carry myself through the day.
Hoping one day we will be together once again.

If I ever lose my battle,
Just know that I fought.

I tried real hard to be alive,
And my lost is no one's fault.

Say to them the lies I used to tell,
That I'm okay and everything's well.

I want to
Fill the empty
Space
And tell you
Everything
I feel.

First
There's three words
I've wanted to say
And I can say them
To anyone
If you aren't around
It's not love
More
I miss you
Imissyou
I
Miss
You

Second
No matter what
I'll never feel
The way I felt
With you
No matter who
Comes into my life
You'll always
Be that special feeling

Third
There's a hole
In my essence
In my soul
And no matter
The object
The person
The idea
I've tried to fill it with
Only you
Seem to fit

Fourth
I'll never
Find someone
Who knows me
The way you do
You knew
From a look
That I still liked you
You always knew
What I felt
Just by my face
And no one
Has ever

I can't stand
Not having you
To hold me close

I'm not trying to hide it
Anymore.

-r.y.s

Our love was complex
It was real, though
really real
One day, something tragic occurred
And I still loved you so much
But there was an undeniable pain that wouldn't dissipate
It couldn't be healed from more love or separation
trust me I tried everything
So, I decided to just become invisible
Or at least that's how I feel now
I love you so much there is no room *forspaces

she keeps her options open
but she keeps her heart closed
she writes your name with a ballpen
but she tells you to tattoo hers

i anchor
myself
to the back
of your mind
you wish
me away
but here
i still linger

forcing myself to accept
that this is all there is
and then its nothing