Lyda M Sourne

Lyda M Sourne Feb 2018

Wishing for you, yearning,
Looking upon you and reading those horrifying words.
Why? Why do you do this to me?
Those five words I dread each time I spend time with you:
“Unable to Connect to the Internet.”

#internet #connection #funny

Lyda M Sourne Feb 2018

paint it grey

Dear thunder,
Please pass me by,
Because I’m too scared to be just fine.

Yesterday was a beautiful blue day,
And as always,
The sky decides to paint it grey.

#rain #lonely #sad #depression #unstable #blue

Lyda M Sourne Feb 2018

Sunshine Days

Sunshine days come and go
So I'll enjoy today a little bit more

Sunshine days come a little less
And more rainy days I do confess

Sunshine days are precious little things
That flitter and flutter and has wings

Today is one of those sunshine days
So I smile a bit more just in case

I won't find those sunshine days anymore

What a rare day..what a lovely day..

#sunshine #love #happiness #light #poetry #sometimes

Lyda M Sourne Feb 2018

And so we leave

Maybe it's not us
being scared of
not finding
The One

Maybe it's us
being scared that
we're not The One
for them

And so we leave

And so we leave, claimin that nothing had ever happened between us

#love #heartbreak #almost #relationships #leavinf

Lyda M Sourne Feb 2018

hypothetical life

Hypothetically speaking

What if I never existed?
Mistakes would not be made.

Hypothetically speaking

What if memories of me would disappear?
Sweeter memories would be made

Hypothetically speaking

What if I never walked this road?
There'd be no need for a disappointment such as I

Hypothetically speaking

What if I was never born?
There'd be no need to live a lie

Hypothetically speaking

When I don't exist
let the stars and moon be the only ones
who remember

I was hypothetically here

#depressed #anxiety #suicide #trigger #existence #night #selfhate #poem #prose