You used to always be there with your wards, but now you don't support me anymore.

Stab me. Do it again.
I'm so tired of living in this place where people bend what's already broken trying so hard to fix it but only to make it worsen it's so funny how hard this **** is; after being brought into a world you can't say no to you're forced to go on living in it only to wait for it to end and sure you'll have good experiences mixed in with the bad; and happiness mixed in with the sad too and heaven forbid you try to exit because apparently that is cowardly; wrong in the end most are too scared to even attempt... It's just funny.

I'm still a child
yet an adult as well.

People think I should act one way
and when I do that they yell...

So tell me, judgies?
what do I wear today
a smile, frown or should I walk in a haze?

I'd love to know.

I wish
we lived
closer to
each other,

because,
we both
could use
a hug
right now.

When the caffiene fades
So does my smile
But that'll never change
At least not for a while.

I ruined everything
Everything that we had
I broke your heart
And threw it in the trash

I can't remember why
And that leaves me feeling sad
A year has gone by
And even now I'm feeling bad.

I'm watching you from the left corner,
over here, where dust has swarmed to.
I see you go to sleep, and awaken
just like I see you when you come home wasted.

I can remember a time when you saw me too,
but that time was ages ago,
the bond that we had, they burnt through
and now you've forgotten me...

You left me alone; defenseless to these dust bunnies.