I wish I was silent.
Your words wouldn't be so violent
I'll stop seeing red, but a pastel violet
I just wish that I was quiet

I wish I wasn't so loud.
Maybe then you'd be proud
My words wouldn't draw a crowd
If I wished I didn't speak out loud

I wish I didn't always overshare
Spilling embarrassing secrets just so you'd care
So maybe one day I'll finally be aware
And I wish I didn't have to feel this despair

I just wish I wasn't ignored
But I didn't want myself to just be stored
And so that's when I poured and poured
I just wish I could get my reward.

I wish my mouth was sewn shut.
I could walk normally, instead of strut
Thanks for all your punches in the gut
I just wish I stopped talking, and so what?

dreams
crows
and corvids
perched on
gravestones
running
faster
until takeoff
sprouting
seeds
trees growing

i would fly
soar
above the world
if i could
just keep from waking up

I do not
Fit into any of the groups

I am a color not found on the puzzle
Or maybe visible by the human eye

But I am constantly on the watch
For other wanderers

People say some humans have lifeless eyes
But to me even the dead have a certain light to their eyes
And I think that is the reason we close a dead man's eyes before any ritual
Even when a person is no longer existing in this metaphysical amalgamation of a peice of land we call the earth
Their eyes still seem like they would respond to stimuli
This exact fact haunts me
What if
They
Aren't
Dead
Can I have my go at a goodbye

Broken glass
Breaks skin

Now it's bleeding

"he probably did it because he liked you"
no ****
but that's no excuse
he should've just told me
maybe
even though I don't like guys
we could've been friends
but no
he had to take it too far
because he didn't want to take no as an answer
so don't give that *******
he ****** up
and he knows it