I didn't realize how much I wanted to cry, until no tears came out. I didn't realize how much you affected my life, until you were no longer in it. I didn't realize that you became my best friend, until you walked away. I didn't realize how loving you puts me through pain. I didn't realize that I don't want to drink, until I see the bottle. I didn't realize how much you would haunt me, until it was too late. But I do realize you need your space. I do realize that we need to mature more. I do realize that you're not quite a man yet. We both have a lot of growing left to do. I just hope and pray that we grow back together after awhile. Because I also realize that you've ruined me for anyone else.

Clouds blow the sun away.
More coffee.

Don't expect someone to love you,
if you don't love yourself..

So, my words,
Could not reach your heart,
Maybe then,
My silence would

Why does doing the right thing
Always feel so wrong?

I like it when you're not smiling
For you are so fierce yet loveable on the inside

the moon
is a testament
to the idea that
something so heavy
and encircled by darkness
can still
bring
light.
-rgp