Hey
it's new year
and
oops...!!
I didn't tell you
my new I love you
so
here I say
"I promise you that
In every millisecond
till the end of this year
I will be holding
your memories
so close to my heart,
Even if you never
think about me
at least once
in a whole year"

you
are
blocking
my
life

will
you
please
get
in
or
get
out

you
­better
get
lost

you
are
hurting
me

she is in love with him
while he is not
he do care for her
while she cares the most

she loves to talk to him
while he have no time for her
she loves to listen to him
while he waits for her call
but will never tell her

he love it when she cares
but will tell her
that she is disturbing him
she understood him
while he never tried
to understand her

she don't want to miss him
even though
missing him was her fate
he is ignoring her
even though
he loves her so much
within his heart

he is hiding his love
for the sake of
her happiness
and
**she is forgetting him
for the sake of
his happiness

i wish you
a very big
good night
sprinkled
with
lots of
love and care
accompanied
with
a huge hug
and
a warm kiss
right in
your lips

"GOOD NIGHT
MY SWEETIE PIE"

the words
that are
never meant
in my
lonely life

hey 2014
it's time for me
to say goodbye to you

you gave me so much
to remember
you made me realize
someone's are not worth
to be present in my life
you taught me
life is not easy
but interesting
you gave me some
sort of happiness
even though
most of the part
was sadness
you made me
who i am today
thanks for you

and
do me a favour
please
tell your brother 2015
to be the best year ever
and tell him that
i love him

you know???
for me
the words
"take care of you"
are so valuable
than the words
**"i love you"

The end
of the
independence
of an
individual

will i ever
find a time
to say
goo bye
to you???

now i realize
why we are
not meant for
each other....

it's because
we are like
railway track
we can be so close
to each other
but
we can
never be
together...

yet
living a life
accompanied by you
is the best pleasure

but
i have
an inner feeling
that this journey
is about
to reach
it's  destination

for a girl to fall
in love with a boy
he doesn't need to be handsome,
infact kindness with him
is enough for her
to fall in love with him

i'm letting you go
hoping that one day
i might see you
and feel nothing

I have a confusion
I've  always begged you
Because I love you
And I missed you too
But this time
I kept quiet and
Instead of me missing you
You are missing me...
Is this the little thing
They call as "love"
Or is this a nightmare
Like as usual...!!!!

I have been
Writing love poems
For years
And
They all say
That I'm in love
But
Never did they know
That
I'm yearning for love
Secretly
Yearning for your love

If you want
To talk
To me
Don't ask me
Whether I'm free
Or not...!!
Instead
Tell me
You want
To talk to me
And
I'll free my time
To talk
To you......!!!

I realised that
The words
"I love you"
Are the words
which I won't
tell anyone
but you

I want to
Whisper it
in your soft ears

I want to
shout it
to the whole world

I want to
let you know
that only you
deserve the words
"I love you"
Which are
deep from my heart

And

No one
will ever hear
those words
from my heart,

my lips
will never utter
those words
for anyone
Unless
that anyone
Is you

i
love
the
way
you
miss
me
but
i
hate
the
way
i
miss
you

i'm still feeling
the warmth of your kiss
yet yearning for
some more......!
i felt secured
in your arms,
hoping to get
more of your hug......!

At least once
in my life
I want
A narrow road
with
an empty path,
A long distance walk,
Holding your arms,
kissing your lips
in between,
talking about
how crazy I am
to love you endlessly
would be enough
for my soul
to rest in peace

as the night becomes longer
my strength starts to weaken
my stomach becomes hungrier
and i soon start to break,
the sky seems like home
it's where i'm destined to be
i'm no longer strong
i can no longer fight,
as i pass by the mirror
ther stands a girl
no, she is not me
i don't know who she is to be,
my wrist is now scarred
so is my heart
my mind is now
full of horrible thoughts
i cannot escape
i cannot fight
this dark cloud
has taken over me,
i try to smile
but i do not mean it
the nights are hard
but the mornings are harder
waking up to be
someone i'm not,
i cannot feel
i cannot think
i'm now nothing
i've been fighting for way too long,
things have gotten worse
and this war is now
harder to fight
i was supposed to be happy
i was supposed to be free
but along the way to my destiny
something took over me
it was unexpected
i was not prepared
never did i think
i could feel like this way
it's a dark cold world
that i'm now living in
i fight for my life
to be back how it used to be
i can no longer remember
who i was before,
happiness was once me
but no longer it represents me,
i've fallen into
a never ending hole
so no matter,
how hard i fight
IT WILL NOT END
UNTIL IT FINALLY ENDS ME

they said memories make you happy
but why didn't they tell
that one second memory
might **** all your happy memories?
each an every teardrop
falling from my eye - they
tell me the story of your accident
making me remember
the feeling i had
the very first moment
when i heard that you are gone,
you are gone forever
from this little world of us
from the whole real world
and till now
i secretly hope
that you will come back
to me to fulfill
your promises....!!

I'm still
missing you
but
I don't want you
to know
because
I know that
it won't make
any difference
in myself missing you
this much

You only know
The real me
After midnight
And
How I wish
To be Together
With you
During those hours

Your husky voice
Makes me yearn for you

Your lovely mourn
Makes me awake the whole night

Those crazy conversation
We share
During those hours
Ohhhhh!!!!!
How I wish those
To come true.....

Those Late night Phone calls
Were the best part
In my life......

Those Conversations
Are Still
Running through
My mind.......

i
won't
be
the
one
to
let
you
go

yeah
truth hurts
that is
i love you
but
untold ones are
really depressing
that is
you love me

I wish
You
Hold me tight
And
Never let me go
................

one calm night
a lonely walk
in the beach
just you and me
leaving behind
all the flaws
of our relationship
with our
foot prints