Can two be together yet not in a relationship What if there are two men in a girls life Yet she can't let either of them go For one is her true love and one a soulmate Will she still find happiness if she loses one Or will she regret that lost her whole life
That night the stars aligned You forgot to catch them As we gazed into each others eyes Lost in this benign affection Your eyes filled my heart With whispered empty promises My decisions leaving you baffled As the pouring rain in your door step
There are so many beautiful things in the world Yet we only have two hands and one heart How do I hold onto you without losing others I looked for answers everywhere you went I looked to see if you hid the answers from me So you could have me as none other than your own Naively forgetting how much you hurt me With your beating heart you held me too tightly Even when I couldn't catch my breath I loved you
At first it seems Like a pretty dream Till truth surfaces Realization dawns How heavy was the dream What was its cost That dream was as pretty As it was expensive The daily turmoil Was what I had to bear The way I paid For that incandescent dream
My eyes were coal laced stones Your stare cold and harsh We thought fate could change us We believed in true love Till true colors were revealed Then was when we saw it all We realized love was a facade We had an epiphany of life The distraught wishes we made Nothing but empty shells Souls not in their original home
The agony of being buried in your own grave The terror of losing those you've not lost The melancholy of being different the odd We lost our direction and our compass Leaving our minds to wander the darkness Trembling alone in this turmoil of anguish The pain the fear the endless disasters
They say there is really nothing wrong But then why do I feel this way If it is all just a matter of willpower Why can't I overcome Why can't I just snap out of it Maybe they are wrong But maybe I am
People deny my memories I don't remember anything they said The confusion is getting to me I don't know who to believe I forgot where reality ends and lies began
How do you tell people? How do you tell them that you’re exhausted even though you slept for 12 hours? How do you tell them that you need a break from talking and smiling and simply being?
Our life Is a dance Spinning into Winter Breaking into Summer Running through Autumn Rolling towards Spring It is all about us Our stories How we choreograph Our dance Our life
My head hurts Hearts beating like it wants out From my ribs It's cages Even the pills can't stop The incessant chatter In my overcrowded mind I want to scream To claw at my face Rip my disfigured body apart I feel caged up Just like my heart I'm a prisoner Of my mind mine no more
What really is the definition of insanity? Is it confusing dreams with reality? Or having imaginary friends when you are too old for them. Is it listening to your thoughts when engaging in a conversation with people? Or is it having different people replying for you. Am I sane or am I crazy ??
Clean and free of impurity The sole goal overriding A devil disguised as an angel The reason I smile and laugh Lies with no real reason Trying too hard to conceal The pieces of me that's left Parts of myself died with time The weary numbers that fall Off the body of my weary soul Buried under my skin
Cold in the brightest days Shivering in the dark My bones ached as I moved Too tired to move on I have gone too far to give up After all this is just it We just amount to this much What more could I ask Lost in this skin coated skeleton Buried beneath daydreams Lost in my minds warped fantasies
Sometimes you just wake up and don't wanna do anything. All your goals suddenly turn to dust and seem like miserable excuses to live. You just want to lie there and waste away. In your head you're screaming and screaming even though on the outside you're laughing too much, too hyper too friendly. No one see's through the facade, no one can see the pain you're in and you cannot let them know... Because you don't know how to explain. That you didn't think too much, they didn't do anything wrong, no one did anything awful to you.. But you're just hurting...
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust What are we living for If there is no love here If nothing will remain When the end approaches If not for this moment If not for this love I would've given up this life
With you, it's just not the same. Because, With you, the stars glow brighter With you, hard times seem easier With you, goals are nearer With you, love becomes real With you, I'm always here With you, my life is no longer a blur
No amount of assurance was enough To pull her out of the cage she built herself For her it was too scary out there With all the things That took her down She only felt safe with her own demons...
When you feel the heat a cramped up feeling trapped in your chest you just want to fly you just want to love someone but that torn up feeling the residue of a failed game pours into you like a river no fail no pain no love
Don't think you'd ever understand The pain beneath my skin, The hurt that crawls up like guilt The promises splinted like my soul. All and all but empty words I cussed my stupidity, Hating me for who I was The failure I made of myself. Why do I **** up Why so perfectly Why anyone, why me.
careless children breaking glass like charm snowing down on us little lives led astray little love given each day people fly, fail and still continue to flutter i cry, flail and dismantle a sordid mess of unwanted memories
no one could've given a better explanation the end, was the end, was all it was i was lost with all my misplaced puzzles... we have all but forgotten our senses none left, none lived, no one came out i was gone all with the other; just like my mistaken words those broken sentences. Heartache wallowed in my shallow mind where leaves failed to survived and we all craved to dig our graves...
You said to let go, though you were the one. I saw through your words what i saw was no. You just let pain run; running through our lives. why do people always lie blinding each of us with ice...
My tears never fell But I still felt it all My smile didn't fade But inside I drowned My compose stood But the chaos too My love never left But I just lost control
I walked out into the rain It was always me wasn't it I blamed the same person It always wrote my name I was never meant to be It was an accident was me I long used up my tears It was my weakness I cried I lost because I'm lost It was my fault I chose to stay
Weeping tears of buried sorrows You never saw me Every touch of you a precious piece Playing on my heart An endless thread of love and misery I'm walking on ice Needles laced with cyanide and lead Pierced in my skin Crooked ways and silent entrapments Cut me from within
To you this may spell A single word Betrayal But the honest truth Is that I'm just Confused Are dreams worthwhile Or they're mere Illusions Is this a twisted game Could this be the Truth
This theory is one of no meaning A senseless kind of excuse Something further than this Deeper than we can comprehend An ache a vacancy in our head Filling the space in this silence Too loud too vast for us to escape Mixed into this lust and fear Our out of sync lives broken dreams A masterpiece of our miscreations
How could it be I just didn't understand How can someone Stay so innocent After seeing so much How can someone So seemingly nice Contain so much hate How can someone with so much life Die so silently Life slipping through My very fingertips Me not acknowledging
I cherished our love All through thick and thin Through every single one of our quarrels Yet you waved me away once Then again and again and again "*******" you screamed in my face Before i even managed to forgive The sting your slap left on my cheeks As tears coursed down my face solemnly But indifferently you just walked away In that very instant my heart shattered I felt broken into a million pieces Like an unamendable piece of torn art work These scars you left a memory of what we once were Yet you don't see why i said so Nor why not...
You never know what beauty holds until you see it in little things The soft curve of someone's chin in a touch of your finger tips The warmth of your blanket as it hugs when you're missing another
You never know what beauty holds until you see it in little things A soft breeze blowing as you walk through old and familiar streets The touch of piano accompaniment in the background of a nice song
You never know what beauty holds until you see it in little things So the next time you think you know all the world has to offer look for the beauty in the little things.
I am Monday The sky on a rainy morning I am the sea as it rumbles The air as it trembles I am the storm And the calm I am a mess Catastrophe with eyes grayer Than the smoke Of the world that has burned down
Careless thoughts flowing Like wind scrambled leaves Our touch of authenticity All that's needed to change gifts Snowbeds neatly flattened Our stiffly programmed minds Albeit all the talent Nothing good would reside Why accept all this chaos There's always a chance to perfect life
I weaved my web Around your existence Loose threads Ripping tidy fringes My tired arms Shaking the fragile net All futile gestures obscured perceptions
The first day is harsh I haven't found my way out of the marsh to the ocean The sand covers my feet now Yet I'm alone. I remember none that has happened sleeping painfully All those emotions I believed Now where am I? I'm stranded, alone Days turn to weeks, months to years How long have I been Am I even alive? If this is my punishment What is my fate My blood was red Now it turns blue. I was happy When I thought of you I barely remember a face A smell, a touch. I miss my family, I miss my face I can't see them they think I've vanished without a trace...
It wasn't you I wanted beside me, It wasn't anyone in particular. It wasn't anyone at all It was the feeling of love, Of being loved and taken care of. This feeling is what I wanted, To pin down and fall asleep With its legs slung across me. This longing has become need, The need to feel any form of love In ****** comfort and this security. The need makes me stupid.