I'm not Anne

I'm not Anne Mar 2023

Unkind

You always had that spark that would keep me warm.
But fire is dangerous, even if you don't play with it.

#unkind #spark #warm #fire #danger #love #pain #sad #fear

I'm not Anne Sep 2022

Untitled

Would it be ok
if I forget your face,
or your body
or your voice?

'cause when I see you,
when I touch you,
when I hear you,
I fall in love again.

#love #forget #happy #thoughts

I'm not Anne Nov 2021

Without you

I waited for you
with insomnia in the eyes and summer on the skin.
I planted hope at the left-side:
the one of reason, the one of love
and this time, I weighed the regret
and anger escaped.
Can you see the nightmares in my eyes?
They are bits
of a night
without you.

#insomnia #hope #love #regret #angry #loneliness #fear

I'm not Anne Sep 2021

Untitled

The park is fading,
but the trees still scraping my chest,
My face, my neck.
Throwing up truths,
I see you by my side.
Once again, you clear my sky.
I don't know why you still here,
with my knotted mind in my hand,
my heart blue and my dark steps.

#thoughts #sad #fear #pain #love

I'm not Anne Jul 2021

Fall

Why is it said
"falling in love"?
Should I be prepared to find myself in the ground for someone else?
Should we fly away from our own mind and see where we land?
I think it's a big contradiction.
Love is so sweet, but falling in love? That's bittersweet.
When I'm in love, everything is upside down.
I feel it in my stomach,
I feel like I'm falling into the sky.

#fall #love #duality #contradiction #sky #sweet #thoughts #confusion

I'm not Anne Mar 2021

Duality

I'm reaching the end of a tunnel,
but it doesn't matter
if I can touch the light.

#sad #light #hope #duality #fear

I'm not Anne Feb 2021

Breathe.

I know you're not okay
I know it's hard
being always upset.

I know you're not even here
the author
of your own history.

I know you feel out of place.
I know you cry
to heal the pain.

But please,
don't look at everything
through the glass.

Please,
don't let
your book burns.

Just breathe.

We've all reached that point where we feel like we don't even fit into our own lives, that things happen and we can't do anything about it. That point where we see everything from the outside, as if it were a movie.
That is the point that triggers everything: the one that makes us realize that we need a change.

Don't let intensity guide you. Just breathe.

#breathe #sad #sadness #fear #pain #life #problems #changes #anxiety #mad