Pretending it's not enough
None is able to deceive all these ghosts
They banalize your smiles but
They banalize your tears
And I wasn't born empathic

Identifying your thoughts with strong words
But you're still incomplete
None knows this feeling, I guess

Find the way
Can anyone tell me how can it be so hard, now
The way out gets weaker
Gets extraneous
Can't be enough anymore

Can't stand still
Can't wait all the time
Can't fight it all away

I should know what happens
Every time words become my chains
Just cause I need to believe they're true
Anyway.

And I should know that
Every time I break them, I break
Something inside me
*...Anyway.

You still hurt me
Even after 'our' end

[I cover my eyes every time your stare
Contaminates my thoughts

You'll never say
What you've thought
What I am
What you think
What I'm not

*And I don't really care

He pulled me down
Then he saved me
As soon as his eyes crossed mine

He taught me how to destroy someone
Then he'll burn in the same flames
Where he killed me

He'll know
That now I know
That *everything about love is overrated

I'm getting tired of my fears
Of my wantings
Of my aims and my goals
They're always the same

I'm getting bored of everything
Of my eternal wait
Of his face
Of the thrills I'll never feel

Every beautiful thing is killing me
'Cause I'm not able to feel it

My head is full of senseless words
That fills the emptiness I'm carrying on

I don't want anything
I don't want anything

You can't hear me

I don't want
I don't

Everything I've waited is so frighteningly real
Everything I feel is meaningless and fake

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I've been chased from my dreams too many times

And longing has been my only
feeling

For too much time

*And I forgot who I really am

I only fear my feelings are the reflection of yours.