You've blown away my dreams
You've erased the taste of distance
and every shiver that was our only bond
A part of me will always be astray

I need something real, anyway
But I wanna be chained only to the stare
that has always given me strenght
And that you're turning into emptiness

I'm too addicted to understand my mind
And too blind to understand the others
And your words, and your promises
Are written where I can't see them

I've always been ready
Hope
Why you've made me become so numb
Faith
I've lost everything I've loved

Then I never loved in the right way
I don't understand myself
I don't understand the words

Dreams
You're just too far to be mine

I broke myself to love you
I never loved in the right way

Life
I love everything that's not mine
I never loved my choices

I never loved you
...You say
I've never loved

But I miss your voice and your smile and your fingers on my hair and the way you made me feel  yours
And I'm sorry
I thought it was love

I never loved you
You say
I am too numb for you
I've never been right
I've never loved myself
I've never loved anything

Sometimes I think it's all wrong
And I feel so numb that I don't care
I see my fear reflected in the mirror
And I think I go out of my home
with my thoughts written on my face
And I don't really care

I've always loved in my way
'cause I believed I could find happiness
So I threw out all the love I could give
But I just built my own cage
And I've been chased away from it
And I'm alone and still chained by limits

I can't carry on this emptiness anymore
*I just wanna stop thinking

I'm thinking that in the middle of all this confusion I might find something true.

Sometimes I'm afraid of everything

It happens when I loose my consciousness
and I can see only the hurdles on the road

It happens when I loose the trust
and I stop feeling

*Sometimes I am so weak that I think I need you

I may disappear within Silence
My faith is not enough to save me
I may say thy words pretending they're mine
I may restart another time

Tell me when I should stop
When it's right to forget and what's not

I'm fine without you
Selfishness is better than dependence

I must say thy words pretending they're mine

I must restart
another time

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Tell me something true if your thoughts are so
You left a part of me far afield

'till the end of the show the time has been forgotten
Since you made me believe I walked with you
There's always been only my shadow
My faith is not enough to save me