Death-throws

Death-throws Dec 2015

Dancing little kitten
Plying for my toes
Just the tinniest flinch of movement.
And away your paws go.
To cling to my toes and my fingers
To swing at my nose
Soft kisses are like wishes little kitten,
They rarely help.
But like wishes, soft kisses
Are allways felt
So crawl back to my arms
Tears sting skin like sandpaper
Crawl back to my arms little kitten
Ill show you dont need a maker

#love #sad #anxiety #you #cuddles

Death-throws Dec 2015

Broken kitten

Broken kitten.
Spitting fear-***** and choking on bile
Crying at the foot of my bed
Burried in your head.
Sobbing into soft white mittens
Lips with no tounge.
Tounge with no face.
Life bleeding away' no trace
So curl into my lap little kitten
Not so far away.
Curl into my lap little kitten
Scare the nightmares away

#love #broken #anxiety #scared #help

Death-throws Oct 2015

Foot-free dance life

It never matters wether i sothe and grove or if i even bother to move.
Selfless youth.
Complaining of missing a tooth
Your not telling the truth
Ive seen you kissing,
wishing that what you hear is not the case
That your envy has gone to waste.
Homless soul lender on a weekend ******
Lenders ready for splender
Though you took my soul
And hacked away at my feet.
No souls
Ill tie my shoes around my neck
And dangle from street poles

**** this

#dance #sleep #yourself #blue #flight

Death-throws Oct 2015

Note of self

I live with crippling anxiety.
Waking up in sweats,
This is life to me

My alarm used to sooth me
Now it screams cacophoney

Panic took its roots
And now it wont shake off of me
Struggling with regrets.
No one in this world can see

Fighting just to breathe.
I swear this is no life for me

Im trying my hardest to defeat it
But this is just my fight to beat

And i know you dont like it
But i hope youll see this isnt me

And tho i am devoid of self
Your nothing but the world to me

#wish #anxious #lovenote

Death-throws Sep 2015

If You where icecream

If You where ice cream
and i was the sun
We wouldn't have much fun,
I think you'd Run
and even though it hurt you,
I'm sure you'd love me all the same,
You'd love me even more
if the ground was flooded by rain
because after the clouds parted
and my beams graced you once more
I'm sure you'd find us both, dripping onto the floor

#love #sun #happy #fun #us #icecream

Death-throws Sep 2015

The hate machine

How much hate could i carry
If my heart was made of lead

How much suffering would i bring
if my soul was all but dead

How much pain could I bring forth
If My wings where made of iron

How much suffering would i cause
If you found out i wasn't lying

Sometimes we feel like drones,
sometimes remembering you have skin helps

#hate #pain #help #us #machine #robot #progress

Death-throws Sep 2015

When i got kicked out of Class

I started Loitering in hallways designed for cars,

#short #truth #sad #depression #anger #hate #8w