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Xaha Jun 2018
Lost in you
Lost in me
This isn’t how it’s supposed to be.
Holding your breath
Letting it out
Whistling air -
Fill me with doubt.
Running away
See you someday
Hoped this would never end.
Caught in your sheets
Rolling so deep,
Could never call you a friend.
Burn down the door
On your way out -
Don’t cross that threshold again.
Tear me apart
Rip out my heart
It was only a matter of when.
Xaha May 2018
Bright light
White night
Shadows by the door.

Come and go
Through the window,
Scattered on the floor.

It’s too late
To try to hide
I know they’ve caught me now.

Before I go
I’ll end the show
With a final bow.

Wake from a dream
A silent scream
Trapped inside my throat.

Outside the door
The shadows rear and
Disappear once more.
Xaha Apr 2018
All I can do is love or hate
Am i doomed to this bipolar state?
There's nothing in me I'd rather change
Than my ridiculous emotions - they are so strange!

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all my loves have left me
all my enemies too.
there's nothing in life like emotion
leaves you helpless and without a clue
Xaha Apr 2018
I thought I found comfort in the hollow of your chest
But baby these feelings
Are too hard a test.
I can’t forget your past -
Can’t separate it from mine.
We’re bound together
By fragments of time.
When your heart was at peace
And your mind was at rest
And I lay at your side
I felt truly blessed.
But it always interfered -
This uninvited guest.
I should’ve known Better.
I should’ve at least Guessed.
Xaha Apr 2018
Don’t stop me
From living my life.
Don’t tighten the rope
Don’t hand me the knife.

I’d gladly take it -
I follow your lead.
But nothing comes easier
When both of us bleed.

I can’t be your lifeboat
If I’m the sinking ship.
I can’t keep you from slipping
With too loose a grip.

The darkness surrounds me
As you drift away.
But I’ll be there to guide you
If you lose your way.
Xaha Apr 2018
A call or a text
Is all that I get
When I’m so far away
And it makes me regret
The choices I’ve made
And the places I’ve left
‘Cause in the end
I lose by my own theft.
It’s just sentimentality
That leads me to bleed
Over things I don’t feel
And people I don’t need.
But that will fade too
Til out of the blue
I see your face
And I can’t erase
The feelings I chase
At too slow a pace.
I trip and I stumble
My future - I fumble,
Getting left behind
The walls in my mind.
Xaha Mar 2018
I thought it’d be easier
Like uncorking champagne -
Free flowing foam,
Inevitable fame.
But something inside me
Just dries up and quits.
I’ve run out of stories
I’ve scattered my wits.

Not that this matters
*** nothing remains -
A lighter sentence
Is all that I gain.
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