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rosecoloredpoet Apr 2018
I need a life vest
Please put it on my chest
keep me floating above the water
Make me feel like I matter

I'm slowly drowning
reconcieled to the fate that's awaiting me
I feel my lungs shrinking
as the oxygen is leaving them
The gravity is pulling me

Deeper

Bubbles are rising from my mouth up to the surface
I'm getting coloser to the bottom of the dark blue sea
Closer to be freed of my curses that have been always tying me

Monster are living down there
maybe I've finnaly found a place where I belong
Somewhere where there's no air
Where nobody will think I'm wrong

Wave of numbness washes over my body
As I close my eyes for the last time
...
rosecoloredpoet Apr 2018
You've led me on
But at least now I know where to go
Before I was up in the clouds
Today I fell back on the rocky grounds

I am fine I tell to myself
In hope it will supress the pain
I try not to think about it
There's always a rainbow after a rain
right?

Please tell me that's the case
I can't stand the thought of your face
I need my save space a place where I can let it out
a warm embrace from someone I care about
rosecoloredpoet Mar 2018
What a gorgeous sunflower you are
warm like a hot sunny day in the park
Little glowing light in the dark

Soft like freshly baked bread
I can't get enough of you
Your polaroid pictures are stuck in my head

I breathe you in as if it was my last breath
Your scent makes me lose the grip of reality
All I want to do now is to take you to my bed
So we can travel to
                                     infinity

When in your presence there's no worry
You only make me feel so holy
I want to be closer to your divine
I'll do everything to make you happy
If you agree to be mine
rosecoloredpoet Mar 2018
Sometimes I wake up and suddenly there's this feeling of emptiness inside
Like a part of me went missing during the night
I start to think about my life but only the bad memories come to mind and the happy ones subside

I guess I'm not satisfied with my life
My feelings on a bad day
rosecoloredpoet Mar 2018
Tired and missing you
:
Missing you because I'm tired
:
Tired of missing you
Never ending circle
rosecoloredpoet Mar 2018
Trapped in an prescripted plan
Held back by unwritten rules of the human clan

I wander down the dark alleyways and I hear them whisper
You should do that! You should do this!
You're not a kid anymore stop the whimper!
Forget those foolish naive dreams!

As I get older those whispers get louder
I hear them scream
Go to college! Find a partner! Work from dust till dawn to satisfy the hunger for the papers so intoxicating, so beautifuly green!

But what is this for if it doesn't bring me joy?
What if I don't want to live the same boring life as they all did?
egoistic without purpose so horribly materialistic

No! That is not the path I want to take
I'll rather be broke than fake
I'll rather be single than in the arms of a snake
I'll rather be uncertain than certain about every little detail

Set me free so I can be what I was always destined to be
I'll find real happines for me and I don't need you all to agree
We sometimes think that we have to follow certain path that somebody had previously made for us but we often forget that we have the ability to build our own.
  Mar 2018 rosecoloredpoet
Tiana Marie
She was like music,
and I longed to dance.

Her heart was the beat,
and I begged for the chance.

Her words were the vocals,
and I was put in a trance.

Her smile was the melody,
and I fell in love at first glance.
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